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1STJAN 10.13PM

2012-01-01T06:14:00.000-08:00

ok, took a long break from here.

Been a year since i last blogged, and there're just so many things to fill up here.

So for now,

I'm still single, since dunno how long ago, sometimes i still miss her but, ohwell.

I was expelled from TP for failing MCT, rejected my own appeal but at least I'm not regretting my decision, YET.

I'm a soldier now! &&& i still gamble, and of cos make smart bets too.

Will update my new year resolutions soon, and its a pretty bad start to the year, who cares, my resolutions will come true this year for sure! since I didn't had one last year, lols

shazooommm

4:06am 13th Dec

2010-12-12T12:02:00.000-08:00

13th Dec, is a special day. It's my dad's birthday.

today, 13thDec, i failed as a son, cause for the first time, someone had to talk to me personally to return the money, and i wasn't able to pluck out even 300 for my dad to solve his personal crisis.

last week, i failed myself as a lover, i made a wrong judgement, i thought i wasn;t gonna love my skinnife again, ended up, i did, but it was all too late as well

sometimes when i think about it, what for i need to earn so much money, now, i'm very likely getting a chronic disease straight at my gastric, i dunno how long will i live, but my health is really torturing me, regardless day or night.

things ain't going good for me in every aspect as well

with all these happening to me, should i cry, or just smile my way through?

1:08pm 29thNov

2010-11-28T21:09:00.000-08:00

Things had changed. Wy changed for the extreme.

sigh, life sucks nowadays.

didn't know i had transformed so much, or was it due to the things surrounding me all the time.

how i wish this misery, which wasn't suppose to be my misery, would be gone.

Beer is my remedy, towards my sorrows.

4:11am 30thMay

2010-05-29T13:11:00.000-07:00

oh, and its the end of the month again -.-

and at least i'm clearing most of my debts alr -.-

office days all the while and will probably end soon, lols

and i seriously dunno wads so interesting about my life now that i can blog about,

so its time to rest (:

adios \l/

1:33am 10th May

2010-05-09T10:33:00.000-07:00

Alright, been a long time since i blogged.

having attachment nowadays @ Quantum Automation.

so far so good over there, at least nobody screws me up over, at least for now.

And so, life as a working class isn't that bad also, except for the dumb stress we face in office daily, -.- damned.

What goes around, comes around, and fuck you upside down

2:59am 10thApr

2010-04-09T12:00:00.000-07:00

ohwell.

my life's in a mess.

everything is so behind schedule, so far behind.

i've got no one to blame for wasting my holidays away,

but myself, for being foolish and lazy all the time.

dreading the way my life is now.

how i wish something would change, so that i can change,

for the better at least?. lols

making a time machine, or catch up to the impossible?

4:03am 3rdApr

2010-04-02T12:55:00.000-07:00

alright, have comes the first weekend of April -.-

alright, mum handed me $300, which means its time to do some self-control over money.

so maybe a good way will be keeping track of them here? (:

Transport - $10

Spools - $5

Food - $5

ok, $20 gone in one day.

niceone -.-

new challenge all the time, damn

3:25am 30thMar

2010-03-29T12:25:00.001-07:00

feeling sick nw -.-

unknowingly, a quarter of 2010 passed, lols .

and knowingly myself, i had not accomplish anything yet, lols .

its alright, i'm only looking forward to Wed night (:

everything will change,

2:37am 25thMar

2010-03-24T11:37:00.000-07:00

seriously dunno how to make this post seem right,

or maybe i should say, i dunno how to make this post seems i'm alright.

its ok, i found 2 new pals today.

they're called 'I' and 'myself' .

just came back from somewhere again.

seriously, i need a drink, alone.

me, myself and I

3:21am 24thMar

2010-03-23T12:21:00.000-07:00

ohwell, normal days will carry on until the day supp paper results are out.

been chatting around msn and looking over facebook,

and the conclusion for the day is, i really wanna go the fucking museum, damn.

for once i think museum can be a cool place to hang out, lols

play hard to get by, should i play?

4:08am 22ndMarch

2010-03-21T13:08:00.000-07:00

had a very funny nightmare last night, lols .

yup, funny nightmare -.-

the moment i forced myself out of it, i woke up and started smiling to myself, lols .

ok, sounds fucking dumb, anyway the real nightmare will come in around 5hours time .

somehow i got the feeling, i'll get screwed again.

can i know everything, seriously.

3:10am 21stMar

2010-03-20T12:10:00.000-07:00

ohwell,

sometimes i wonder what am i doing nowadays .

everything seems so wrong, but what's really wrong?

time to off my tv and start sleeping (:

if this is life, then i surrender .

3:23am 16thMar

2010-03-15T12:23:00.000-07:00

4days of pure torture has finally ended, lols .

and i guess i deserve some good rest (: not some stupid remedials , damn!

best day

2:54am 10thMarch

2010-03-09T10:55:00.000-08:00

will be a busy week.

and also disappointing ones next week .

this holiday will be screwed from next week onwards, niceone .

when life is screwed, making and waiting for decisions just screw it deeper.

if only time stopped the moment i was born, lols

can a monk smoke?

3:35am 9thMar

2010-03-08T11:35:00.000-08:00

ohwell.

spent a nice day out today.

and found a good place to slack, anyway i'm tired -.-

bye !

don't know what i want

4:02am 8thMar

2010-03-07T12:02:00.000-08:00

damn, 2nd week of March alr.

ohwell, another pretty wasted weekend.

as expected, things don't go my way again.

doesn't matters anymore already.

god-damnit.

understand myself? or something else first?

3:43am 7thMar

2010-03-06T11:42:00.000-08:00

ohwell.

spent a pretty lame weekend doing nothing.

tmr should be the same alr , lols .

disappointments are so uncommon to me nowadays,

to the extent, when one appears, it really affects me .

maybe its a good thing that children cries all the time, though i seriously hate it.

cos when they reach a point of time, even when they're upset, they can't cry.

this is the world people !

4:30am 5thMar

2010-03-04T12:30:00.000-08:00

ohwell.

i wonder why making choices can be so troublesome,

and i seriously dunno wads a right and wads a wrong choice.

think i should start meditating at home sometimes.

i wanna go barrage!

4:06am 1st Mar

2010-02-28T12:06:00.000-08:00

the 517th post, (:

First day of March. Approaching the end of the first quarter.

Alright, spent a good night out,

despite missing some soccer actions. lols

been long since i can relate some of my matters to a person.

Life has always been like this. People come in and get out of your lives once in a while.

But, what matters is still now.

special

4:20am 27thFeb

2010-02-26T12:19:00.000-08:00

this is my 6570th day on earth, lols

ohwell, not expecting any stuffs this year.

nothing much to add on also.

thanks for accompanying me on the 6569th, my confirm-chop fail exams and also some peeps.

(:

Day6254 and 6255 on earth was a much happier one, ohwell

3:33am 25thJan

2010-02-24T11:33:00.001-08:00

ohwell. 48hours more to my 19th .

but guess it'll be almost the same or probably lousier than last's .

gave myself a good present already and the present will be delivered a few weeks from now.

In school sitting for a few supp papers, lol

the bottomline is,

screw myself

3:44am 20thFeb

2010-02-19T11:44:00.000-08:00

life's getting so dull everyday.

few more days to the first paper and some more days to the end (:

ohwell, life as per normal. Just that it seemed like i received a big red packet at my right eye -.-

couldn't find a use

3:44am 14thFeb

2010-02-13T11:47:00.001-08:00

happy chinese new year people !

will be out of town for a few days,

so yea, cyas (:

new start

2:06am 10thFeb

2010-02-09T10:09:00.000-08:00

alright, a few more days to CNY,

probably a bad start i guess .

spent more than $80 from my mum's pocket just to see doctor -.-

i guess thats why i'm not smoking this few days,

only finished a stick just nw, lols

now i'm starting to wonder, are these the withdrawal symptoms, zz .

troubles falling on my head.

4:06am 8thFeb

2010-02-07T12:08:00.000-08:00

i wonder what's wrong with my body,

i can't even sleep even though i'm uber tired nw -.-

every sneeze or cough is a fucking torture , damned.

not my day, again

3:16am 6thFeb

2010-02-05T11:16:00.000-08:00

ohwell.

thought of spending my weekends in a more appropriate way.

met some people on the way here and there.

but somehow everything on my mind is still the same .

that wierd feeling that's so cooped up in my mind .

and i guess i need more rest nowadays .

I'm sorry, truly

2:56am 3rdFeb

2010-02-02T10:56:00.000-08:00

ohwell, its already February.

soon, CNY will come and the torturing days followed by that.

days are getting busier and so is everything .

hopefully i can spend more time here.

speechless and helpless

2:54am 29thJan

2010-01-28T10:54:00.000-08:00

just finished a 1hr phone discussion with a possible new-partner.

sometimes, things are too good to be real for me .

now, it looks as if the cruise just lifted the anchor out of the seabed

but will the cruise even start moving at a slow pace, i seriously wonder, lols .

gambling with time

1:05am 26thJan

2010-01-25T09:05:00.000-08:00

life is a torture every now and then.

after the long weekend, i came to a conclusion of everything since the new chapter of my life had began.

everything is so different now, i just feel like shutting myself out of the world, but due to many considerations i can't do it.

in life there's many things to regret, and there's no excuses sometimes.

maybe i've yet to find one, but things have been miserable all the while .

from, my body to financial and from friends to family.

its a pretty hard time to get through, but since its not the first time for the finance and family department to screw up, so its ok.

somehow the part about my body is a torture.

when people question me 'why you always no money despite working?', its quite difficult to answer this simple question.

even though a simple answer will be, i know my body well, there's certain things i can do, and many that i cannot do from now on.

its not something that could be taken care of easily like a fix or some physio session.

one of my new year resolution would probably fail nw and that is to clear my debts by CNY,

sometimes, its not just about the effort shown, its the ability to show these effort.

let's just hope everything will be more successful in the coming chapter, and i'll sigh less than 20times a day when i think about my future.

done ranting

4:41am 19thJan

2010-01-18T12:41:00.000-08:00

alright, consecutive 4nights, lols .

went for the 3rd therapy in the afternoon.

and its some pretty bad news to the family's wallet, lols .

the sinseh asked me to go for an x-ray, or i might even be required to do those stupid scans which cost around $800 , lols .

so, possible cause of backaches are:

slipped disc , or/and

nerve being pressed by 'dunno what bone'

and thus, causing the stupid numbness at the legs when i thought i was too fat .

human's body is so fascinating huh ?. lols .

ohwell, there goes my plans .

the torturing days.

5:30am 18thJan

2010-01-17T13:30:00.000-08:00

my back is a fucking torture i swear, god damnit.

alright, going to school soon.

without any sleep for 3nights in a row (:

stranded

5:24am 17thJan

2010-01-16T13:24:00.000-08:00

life is often a drag.

disappointments and hurdles come side by side.

this post could have turned out to be an essay, but somehow i don't wish to continue.

humans are all the same.

after 2sleepless nights,

i wonder what has been through my mind.

for now, i wanna speak to a stranger .

4:36am 15thJan

2010-01-14T12:36:00.000-08:00

days getting boring .

maybe this is what they call aimless.

probably just received the key to success, but now i don't feel like looking for the keyhole, lols .

ohwell,

pain in the ass, really

12:48am 13thJan

2010-01-12T08:47:00.000-08:00

ohwell,

days getting tough and me getting more frustrated each time each day.

sometimes, things are just hard to get over,

even if u need a person u talk to,

u dunno where and what to start with,

or to even start with, there's no time to explain .

a heave of sigh.

3:33am 9thJan

2010-01-08T11:33:00.000-08:00

In a wink, 1/3 of Jan is gone.

CNY in 1month time .

but nt really looking forward to it , hahas .

the main concern now is money,

and also time to do some soul-searching .

everything is changing around me ,

sometimes i dunno what i should do.

there's alot of people giving me different suggestions all the time.

but i just dunno what to say all the time .

In conclusion so far,
B for bullshits.

lady luck, i need your shine ..

10:02am, 7th jan

2010-01-06T18:02:00.000-08:00

i hope time could pause here a little longer..

i love you.

-skinnife

5:31am 2ndJan

2010-01-01T13:31:00.000-08:00

alright, official first 2010 post in this blog, lols .

new year's resolution up.

and off i go .

make the wise choice.

5:06am 1stJan

2009-12-31T13:06:00.000-08:00

1st post of year2010.

at the last day of 2009, i was kinda pissed with everything actually .

assuming my guesses are right, how could i be treated this way?.

ohwell, at the end of the day, the world isn't fair to begin with.

but i don't deserve this so fuck it .

alright, my day probably felt better at night when i get to chill out at Esplanade,

watching the fireworks like as if all the good and bad things for year 2010 is cruising towards me , hahahas .

for once, i'm carrying high hopes on 2010,

cause i really need them badly.

maybe i should include a 2010resolutions beside?. hahas .

this is so F***

1:40am 28thDec

2009-12-27T09:40:00.001-08:00

alright,

got an easy job during the weekends out of nowhere.

at least it will keep me occupied for 1 week, lols .

and luck hasn't been shinig on my side yet so far.

damned .

guess what, school starts tmr, ohwell .

cause-&-effect

3:50am 21stDec

2009-12-20T11:50:00.000-08:00

and now i'm pretty sure my bike license plan by 2010 is crashing down the drain, ohwells -.-

bloody waste of time at the Electronics fair even though i made alot of new friends

another new experience i guess , lol .

all i want for christmas is money, lols

1:42am 17thDec

2009-12-16T09:42:00.000-08:00

alright, for once i thought i will have a good day spent alone .

well, people just have to spoil them for me .

i guess both of us had enough.

a full-stop starts with a dot.

3:41am 15thDec

2009-12-14T11:41:00.000-08:00

alright, here comes the holidays .

and the only last chance for me to earn the money for my bike license , lols .

had a nice day, thankyou.

and there we go again.

2:01am 10thDec

2009-12-09T10:01:00.000-08:00

and no doubt,

the days still suck .

what am i doing?

3:30am 2ndDec

2009-12-01T11:30:00.000-08:00

alright,

skipped school today again,

days are starting to suck nowadays .

and i dunno why, lols .

un-descripable

3:35am 1stDec

2009-11-30T11:29:00.000-08:00

ohwell, its the last month of the year (:

again -.-

there's nothing much i wanna say about in recent,

everything's still the same,

just that the word 'motherfucker' pops out of my mind more often thanks to the people i meet (:

i wanna show u a, double-digit.

3:57am 29thNov

2009-11-28T11:57:00.000-08:00

alright, been a week since i last blogged .

had a terrible week but at least i didn't miss any class .

shall continue my good work next week , lols .

had a good day at Sentosa too.

hope i can play more beach soccer, hahahas .

the runs

2:28am 23rdNov

2009-11-22T10:27:00.000-08:00

alright, i guess i was wrong when everything seems to have settled down.

and there's 0 motivation to anything now, lols .

The Grave

2009-11-20T21:09:00.000-08:00

1.12pm, 21stnov

hihi neo.hahahas.
i'm so clever.(:

- gagas

3:12am 20thNov

2009-11-19T11:12:00.000-08:00

alright,

a week is going to pass , so fast , lols .

and my wart is starting to get frozen with the dumb S-acid.

alright, looks like for now, most of the problems are settled .

and the only thing left is to settle everything .

what a joke .

1:52am 16thNov

2009-11-15T09:52:00.000-08:00

alright, supposed to be working today.

ended up in hospital wasting a day away,

ohwells .

i have an imaginary 'piss me not' tag, understand people ?

2:59am 14thNov

2009-11-13T10:59:00.000-08:00

days are getting more and more fucked up.

i need money to get the fucking pain-in-the-ass blister evolved wart and idiots that can return me my fucking money dun wanna do that,

and now my younger sis is in the fucking hospital and suspected to be TB,

if thats the case all of us would be under quarantine for 14days, and YAY! to the fucked up attendance of mine alr.

just when i thought there would be a good end to 2009,

it looks like the misery just started,

but i will sail it over like the dumb boat on top of this post.

thats why the boat's there since the start of this blog ,

ok, done ranting .

this is life.

12:29am 11thNov

2009-11-10T08:28:00.000-08:00

ohwell,

went to see a doctor just nw .

a dumb blister evolved to a stupid wart -.-

and now i need to spend like $60 or removing it , damn .

the wrong time.

2:45am 10thNov

2009-11-09T10:44:00.000-08:00

ohwell,

been long since i last blogged , hahas .

sians , and now i'm falling sick, lols.

tmr will be a good day i guess,?

and for once, i miss my mum cos i'm running out of clothes to wear, damn

i can't live alone, lols

1:17am 3rdNov

2009-11-02T09:17:00.000-08:00

ohwell, here comes the 2nd last month of 2oo9 .

the day was nice ah,

watching movies, eating ice cream and some shopping .

but on the other hand, the day sucked big time because i'm in deep shit now ,

god damnit.

and probably this fucking accident will probably allow me to find another job, lols .

god-damn-it,

2:58am 2ndNov

2009-11-01T10:58:00.000-08:00

alright, today's my younger brother's birthday, hahas

and i dun care -.-

alright, its monday again,

another hell of a week i guess, hahas .

hell .

1:31am 29thOct

2009-10-28T10:30:00.000-07:00

school is a torture, indeed .

an indescribeable feeling is making me dread going to school ,

yawns .

i'm speeding at 5xxxx km/h towards the hell door .

2:10am 27thOct

2009-10-26T11:09:00.000-07:00

ohwell,

money is the root of all evil.

money makes the world go round and sometimes ,

i think i need a 'I'm pissed' tag , lols

fcuk

1:19am 26thOct

2009-10-25T10:18:00.000-07:00

i shall quit gambling soccer from now onwards due to the losing streaks this few weeks ,

i wonder should i start laughing or crying now , lols .

nvm, i shall just put on a few interesting matches -.-

and i realised something today ..

when a miracle happens at the wrong time, it spells d-i-s-a-s-t-e-r , zz

2:16am 22thOct

2009-10-21T11:15:00.000-07:00

and with just a blink of an eye -.-

its approaching the end of month, again .

things are getting boring though its only the first week of school .

and money will only bring more problems, when u think money can help solve problems , lol .

had my contact lens ytd, though its kinda torturing, but i'm fine with it , lols .

at least i can jay-walk easier now ?.

and my next target will be my bike license alright .

maybe iPhone soon?. lols .

this is a new start .

1:41am 20thOct

2009-10-19T10:41:00.000-07:00

alright, first day of school today.

nothing much to say due to the pressure that i suffer from.

i don't wanna blame you all the time, but you caused all the troubles yourself, and when its ur problem, it becomes mine as well, and probably thats what i call unneccessary stress .

2:50am 19thOct

2009-10-18T11:50:00.000-07:00

ohwell, school starts in hours time , lols .

haven't even bought my fucking concession =.=

nothing much to blog abt i guess nowadays, lols .

its so obvious..

3:41am 17thOct

2009-10-16T12:41:00.000-07:00

ohwell .

had a nice day for me to rest but it wasn't spent on resting -.-

i wonder wads wrong with my knee that it hurts like rheumatism acting , zz

and i seriously hope the time-table got some errors in it, lols .

everything will be new ,

2:45am 15thOct

2009-10-14T11:44:00.000-07:00

a problem will lead to headaches .

many problems will lead to stress .

many stupid problems will lead to unneccessary stress .

please people, gimme a break ? can ?.

for now , i feel like reading a set of books named 'Series of Unfortunate Events' or something like this, lols .

relaxation - truckload of stress = mini-bus-load of stress , zz

2:29am 14thOct

2009-10-13T11:29:00.000-07:00

ohwell, another day passed.

and prolly 5 more days before school reopens, TT

posts will only go shorter when u think of the things that you have, and u start sigh-ing, lols .

sigh-ed ..

hell of a day.

2:58am 13thOct

2009-10-12T11:58:00.000-07:00

ohwell.

had a day off myself .

less than 1 week before holiday ends , damn sian .

wonder how am i going to adapt, lols .

time to play my psp again i guess , hahas .

nice day with you.

3:08am 12thOct

2009-10-11T12:08:00.000-07:00

ohwell,

got my PSP fixed since its a free day full or diarrhoes ,

prolly too much crabs last night -.- damned .

and it seems like , the $800 subsidy will run dry before i know it .

no troubles please ! (:

4:13am 11thOct

2009-10-10T13:13:00.000-07:00

ohwell, 1/2 of October gone , lols .

life has been good for a few days but going bad soon .

i wonder why sometimes, people can be so unpredictable and dumb, zz

running out of luck, patience and options .

2:59am 7thOct

2009-10-06T11:59:00.000-07:00

ohwell,

had a day knocking on the doors of pasir ris, no transactions -.-

and a day full of troubles.

zz .

don't know what to say,

2:06am 2ndOct

2009-10-01T11:06:00.000-07:00

when it comes to money, life sucks .

but when it comes to having fun, ohwell..

any wise ideas anyone?

2:02am 1stOct

2009-09-30T11:02:00.000-07:00

childrens day will probably be the day when i feel totally another way compared to a schooling kid , zz

fuck.

3:58am 29thSep

2009-09-28T12:57:00.000-07:00

i'm determined to get a bike license now (:

everything go smoothly please

2:06am 28thSep

2009-09-27T11:06:00.000-07:00

alright, soon 2009 will come to and end in 3months time , hahas .

October is on the way,

and many other things too .

ohwell, the day was great and i think i should sleep soon, lols .

i want a bike license !

3:52am 27thSep

2009-09-26T12:51:00.000-07:00

ohwell, a long time since i visited here again, hahas .

spent the day at home and went out to tampines at night .

life without money is sure stressful usually .

a good duration to train my endurance.

mental endurance i guess .

the rainy and hazy days

1:41am 24thSep

2009-09-23T10:41:00.000-07:00

i'm fucking hungry !

alright, office work seriously sucks, lol.

ohwell, time to get some money for myself.

you make me go ROFL.

3:35am 21stSep

2009-09-20T12:35:00.000-07:00

alright, gonne have another rest at home cos its HARI RAYA ! , lols .

enjoy peeps !

money doesn't seem raining down any sooner, lols .

endurance probably is the key,

and somehow i feel like quitting-smoking,

maybe we'll see how tmr, hahahahas .

the bygones will always be gone.

12:17am 17thSep

2009-09-16T09:17:00.000-07:00

alright,

its the 460th post .

and i've come to realise, there's a fatal error.

i meddled into too many things that i shouldn't go into.

and now i'm stuck in a new maze i've not encountered before in my life.

perhaps the only way is to bulldoze everything in the maze now?.

the root, of a plant named evil..

was plucked out by me,

how i wish i can bury it deep down the ground again,

and let everything be bygones..

12:56am 16thSep

2009-09-15T09:56:00.000-07:00

ohwell, had a long day at work & pub .

and time to go sleep i guess.

&&

happy birthday angeline CHIOBU !

i know you'll see this .

been there, done that

and for the intended ones:

time to stand up and walk another rocky path,

and always remember, to not look back anymore,

no matter how hard it is to not even look back.

time heals everything,

meanwhile just continue walking,

remember the fall, and remember the pain,

one day someone will understand your pain.

whereas for the one that avoids the path and choose the mountain route,

one shall suffer more,

but will soon grow strong,

since its no longer a similar path,

just walk the one you chose and wish each other the best.

for the two that picked different ways,

things that are lost won't come back again,

its up to you to find the new things while on your way,

and it will never be the same again,

just pray the things that you might find on the way be better than what you used to have,

if you believe

and there might be a small chance,

you will recover the things you lost again.

1:27am 13thSep

2009-09-12T10:26:00.000-07:00

alright, had a fine day.

watched G-Force 3D, and prolly won't waste monry on 3d anymore , zz

ohwell, sometimes i hope things would sail easily according to my will .

why can't the world just revolve around me,

why can't i just drop things in life like how i dropped my PoA when i was still in secondary school .

probably this is a sneak preview of life?

plain luck, nothing much

12:33am 11thSep

2009-09-10T09:31:00.000-07:00

alright, the 9th anniversary of the 911 incident, lols .

ok, no link .

ohwell, had a boring day at work.

and pub session soon after

even after so long, after trying my best to 100% understand non-smokers.

i dunno why, ppl still believe smokers are bad people.

personally, when i was younger, i believed smokers to be bad people too.

but i was wondering why did i think of it this way.

when i had a small conversation with a friend just nw, it seems like more or less ,many assumes people that smokes are bad eggs.

i wonder what led people to such thinking, but ohwell .

it will be difficult to change this fact because

its difficult to change the world, but less difficult to change yourself.

12:01am 7thSep

2009-09-06T09:01:00.000-07:00

alright, had a bad day on the 456th post.

went simlim with ivan, and found myself getting scammed .

bought a dumb mp5 that will probably not be able to let me read my mangas,

and i can't even on, while charging, nice one .

time to fuck those china bastards tmr after work.

and so, its time to sleep since its gonna be another head start of the week.

fuck chinese scammers.

2:27am 5thSep

2009-09-04T11:27:00.000-07:00

alright, the 2nd day working in a office.

definitely not used to it and kinda don't like environment like this.

but for the sake of consistant cash flow, i have to do it , lols .

was kinda enjoyable speaking to people that got all kinds of story when u called them,

and some even complained to me until i forgot i was supposed to do the fucking survey .

hope i'll grow to like the job ah, though i need to wear shoes and jeans like everyday, zz .

and so, a boring friday night.

just came back from meeting a friend .

friday nights are meant for fun times, but definitely not this friday and the following fridays coming along.

worse of all, my psp broke down, damn sad .

its a torture without my psp, and now i'm stuck with the laptop.

should i get a new psp? if it can't be fixed .

alright then, i hope tmr will be fine, at least even if i stay at home, i can watch epl all night long -.-

alright, and now some psychology issues,

i wonder why are humans, men and women created in such a way,

we feel great, lousy, fuck-ed up and probably everything else, i don't understand it.

i'm starting to see the good and bad things about feelings in living creature.

if this world exists as something without any feelings,

it would be full or greys only, probably it doesn't even matter if creatures even exist in the world .

however, if the full is filled with colors, we will be given a chance to live life to the fullest.

in this way, humans will be able to experience all sorts of different spices in life, like there'd be happy and sad occasions .

when one is happy, they give a smile, when one is sad, they just cry out.

personally, i think the world has got oo much colors.

wouldn't it be much better if there's only the 7colors of rainbow?.
red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet.
red for happy occasions, orange for joyous days, yellow for a good day, green for a peachful day, blue for the monday blues, indigo for the dullness at times and violet for the sad times.

probably that's only what i want about the world .

wouldn't it be better if people are just pure friendly, maybe peaceful?, probably more of worrywarts and maybe a small percentage being sad .

when i say this world has got too many colors, it means there's too many types of people in life.

from those that backstabs, those that comes to you with a purpose, those that always play around and probably many others which i can't really describe.

there's a chinese saying that, hundred types of people are fed with rice.

it explains, there're nice people around, fine people around and of course some with bad intentions in mind.

i guess thats all for now.

the more i type the hungrier i go =.=

this is life.

11:57pm 2ndSep

2009-09-02T08:56:00.000-07:00

alright, found a job at last.

whether it will last long or just tmr only, its another question, lols .

alright, just had a big bowl of noodles.

for the whole night, i was thinking abt alot of things, while i was busy playing my Warriors Orochi.

shall not disclose it now i guess, lols .

lets just hope tmr will be a good day (:

does compeitition exist to make things better?.

1:10am 2ndSep

2009-09-01T10:10:00.000-07:00

alright, soon i'll receive some letters that will say i'm owning this and that again.

i need a job man !

i hate the bills .

there goes the money!

3:40am 1stSep

2009-08-31T12:40:00.000-07:00

alright, its september alr.

4more months to the the 10th birthday of the 21st century, lols .

it doesn't matter anyway-.-

what matters now is to just get a job and start earning my money before evey debt starts knocking on the door.

meanswhile its time to rest, ok .

money generator?

3:51am 31stAug

2009-08-30T12:51:00.000-07:00

alright, the official end of August, lols .

having bodyache now, guess i drank too much just nw, lols .

alright, time to go off, someone's supposed to pass me something soon (:

i need a job soooon.

2:36am 28thAug

2009-08-27T11:36:00.000-07:00

alright, the 450th post in this blog , lols .

the day was fine .

went out with classmates to watch Orphan,

a pretty nice show actually, but abit too draggy, lols .

tmr onwards will be torturing, mentally.

i wonder how can i enjoy my holidays when i gt $0 with me nw , lols .

and probably dun even need to consider hand-roll ciggs -.-

ohwell, let's just hope money will take over the rain every night.

good luck

4:21am 26thAug

2009-08-25T13:21:00.000-07:00

soon enough, its the end of august again.

a long time since i remembered to blog , lols .

no wonder coming online seems so boring nowadays.

i wonder how am i gonna pay all the debts i had since ages ago until nw .

i hope money starts raining above me nw, only above me

because if it rained on everyone else, there will be a great inflation to everything .

ok, i'm nuts , ohwell .

time to find a job and start working soon (:

1 post more to 450 .

the LOL

7:19am 21thAug

2009-08-20T16:19:00.000-07:00

alright, been long since i post.

the days were busy lately,

and within 2hours time,

i'm accelerating towards the mouth of all hell, lols .

tolerance.

1:37am 16thAug

2009-08-15T10:36:00.000-07:00

alright, almost 1/2 of August passed.

time really flies, esp times when its stressful, happy, pissed and more.

maybe, time really flies when things get worse, ohwell.

wake up!

3:00am 14thAug

2009-08-13T11:34:00.000-07:00

had a day of relaxation .

played bball after so long,

but tmr onwards will be hell of study,

so yea, prolly its the end of all fun -.-

you don't deserve this actually,

2:13am 13thAug

2009-08-12T11:13:00.000-07:00

alright, approaching mid-August .

days are getting stressful not just because of money and schoolwork.

when certain situations come, people just don't seem to understand,

or maybe i'm the one that don't understand .

however, i hope a small break time for me to finish some undealt matters would do,

just some time ..

i don't understand, why i brought this upon myself.

2:45am 11thAug

2009-08-10T11:45:00.001-07:00

ohwell, the 444th post of this post.

444 isn't a great number according to chinese customs.

and it really proved so , lols , somehow .

spent the day out with pizzas and UP .

UP's kinda boring at the start actually,

first time an animated movie can actually let me sleep-.- lols .

overall the day was good until later at night .

there goes another stepping stone.

1:39am 10thAug

2009-08-09T10:39:00.000-07:00

this man is deprived of sleep and 10litres full of stress,

probably overflowing,

probably i should go thailand and get 2 5-litres bottle for only $4 to store my stress .

info from a caucasian customer i met when promoting some dumb chocolates-.-

bad riddance.

1:39am 9thAug

2009-08-08T10:33:00.000-07:00

Singapore's Birthday again -.-

and prolly i'll be working madly like just nw .

and, its time i go sleep (:

to store up for the next round of torture rack , z .

wasting time on the wrong things.

4:10am 7thAug

2009-08-06T13:10:00.000-07:00

alright, someone's birthday today .

happy birthday dumbshit (:

alright , a fucking busy day ahead i guess .

time to grab some sleep then .

ohwell, too bad~

1:55am 5thAug

2009-08-04T10:55:00.000-07:00

alright , the day sucked ,

and it will suck until the day school officially ends in around 2weeks time .

2 more weeks of reckoning ,

endless of suffering within my wallet =x .

something new?

2:14am 4thAug

2009-08-03T09:27:00.000-07:00

nothing much to say tonight .

happy birthday to my younger sis !

hopefully one day they'll find my blog ,

and know that this older brother here is not someone that cold to her always .

it seems kinda hard for me to express my feelings since young ,

perhaps thats just not something i'll be good at till the day i lie 7feet under , lol .

the last.

2:18am 3rdAug

2009-08-02T11:28:00.000-07:00

sigh.

things are always cocking up at the wrong moments .

i dun understand how can life be like this .

many situations often leave one in a uncomfortable spot .

its probably me, that forces others and myself in a difficult spot all the times .

when you found a good one, it doesn't mean things will turn for the better .

i should have came to this conclusion long ago,

its like, by giving ManCity the best players in the world,

it won't turn them into a world class team immediately.

i guess everything will be fine ..

driving all the nuts out of me .

4:00am 31stJuly

2009-07-30T12:59:00.000-07:00

alright, the official end of july (:

and thus 5 more months to 2010?. lols .

i'm thinking too much , hahahas .

and i'm damnit into 20thCenturyBoys , damn nice.

alright , a break for me nw i guess , lols

trying my best,

2:11am 30thJuly

2009-07-29T11:11:00.000-07:00

alright, its really the end of july now .

the day was fine, since i rewarded myself with more sleeping time (:

and went back earlier after jap to give myself another rest (:

and i guess thats all for the day , lols .

i'm near to making the perfect ciggarette for myself , yea .

maybe i will?