1:09am 8thMar

alright .

spent a day going at home ,

went PS before that and realised , i'm now really financially tight ,


i can't even withdraw $20 nw .

and just when i desperately need a daily paying job ,

none of those flyer distributors seems to have any vacancy anymore .

and nw tues will be a drag , damned .


i dun really know wad can i do nw .

the second worse case scenario might start to happen tmr night onwards .

ohwell .


save the troubles please !

1:52am 7thMarch

ok , spent a day rotting at home ?. LOL

someone visited my house again .

and i realised my zippo has ran out of gas alr -.- damn .


alright , bball-ed at amk area in the evening time ,

been long since i last played bball with those st gab peeps .

and so , kinda had fun ehs .

a short break from the reality and the fact that my wallet is freaking empty ,


trying my luck tmr on a few flyer distribution jobs .

i seriously need a job that gives me daily wage € , and this time its for real .

when u feel the pressure coming up ,

the desperate feeling comes as well .


and thinking of every thing that makes me lose more and more money , sian -.-


somehow , i kinda enjoy a struggled lifestyle .

but it ain't good afterall , especially to those close to me like someone .


i need cash !



i've treated you badly ,i'm sorry

12:16am 6thMarch

alright .

spent a day job-hunting targeting tampines new shopping malls .

and realised they are mass-hiring over 1000peeps ,

for constructing the whole building i guess ?. LOL

the building wasn't even ready yet -.- no comments ,


visited sim lim square and marina square soon after .

and yea , the bad economy proves that everywhere is not hiring ,

and maybe i shud just jolly well stay faithful to CJ -.-


ohwell ,

its time i visit geylang again , soon .

and i seriously need a flyer distributor job or wad to give me a daily or weekly income .

next week will be a hell of torture racks man .

hp bills due and my insurance , god-damnit.


if only a solution could be found .

1:30am 5thMarch

wahs damn sian today .

slightly much better today because i tried to rush everything out asap , lols


alright , tmr will be an off day for me .

but still busy busy also -.-

meeting feremy and derek at tampines area at ard 12 ,

and i wanna go out with someone ,

and i feel like meeting my old colleagues also at afternoon .

damn sian , i dunno wad to do nw , lols .


i miss someone

11:47pm 3rdMarch

argh fuck .

spent a rough 10hours at the dumb store again .

this time cashier , i cannot stop opening my mouth for ard 2hours during the dinner crowd .

fuck sia .

this job not meant for human one leh , zz

and i seriously dun feel like going tmr alr ,


ohwell ..


argh fuck again , money issues is driving me nuts and now i need to cancel my own happy celebrations with my friends because i'm left with $6 , how great ha .

damn sian , before school ends everyone say here gt job there gt job .

now when nothing to do liao not a single fucking soul comes and offer u a job ,cb .

fuck money !


because of money , everyone gets to enjoy except me , damn!

12:50am 3rdMarch

ohwell .

carl's junior sucks .

had a tiring day there -.-

despite its only 8hours .

stupid new staffs and probably my choice going back there is wrong -.-

another 2days of torture there for this week i guess , lols

tmr will be another torture i guess , though its 12-8 .

and wed would be the second round , 12-11 .

i'll just go later on wed , probably at 3 ? lols .

fuck sia , i can't believe after a few idiots left , a few more idiots took over their position -.-

and nw the whole part-time crew all smokers -.-

GG-ed .



god-damnit . i shud consider finding another job soon .

i can't work with a bunch of smokers for nuts , despite being one myself -.-

1 or 2 is fine .

imagine all 6-8 of them -.-

argh fuck .

i want to get a fucking new job !



money issues seriously sucks .

its killing me day by day .

thurs will be another torture my my wallet , and here comes the Great Depression again . :(


i hope the next 2days will not make me smoke more, seriously

12:06am 2ndMarch

alright , got introduced to networking again .

this time it managed to convince me , like 60% ?. lols

and yea ,

i might consider buying those products for my family , keyword is consider .

ohwell .


met up with someone again after that networking thingy .

and yea , went home quite soon after without doing much .

gave someone a huge shock also just nw , i'm sorry :(
tmr will be a long day working i guess .

and this process will continue for 3days , hahas

and yea , 1 more option to consider .


money is the root of all problems.