3:10am 21stMar

ohwell,

sometimes i wonder what am i doing nowadays .


everything seems so wrong, but what's really wrong?

time to off my tv and start sleeping (:



if this is life, then i surrender .

3:23am 16thMar

4days of pure torture has finally ended, lols .


and i guess i deserve some good rest (: not some stupid remedials , damn!


best day

2:54am 10thMarch

will be a busy week.

and also disappointing ones next week .

this holiday will be screwed from next week onwards, niceone .


when life is screwed, making and waiting for decisions just screw it deeper.

if only time stopped the moment i was born, lols


can a monk smoke?

3:35am 9thMar

ohwell.

spent a nice day out today.

and found a good place to slack, anyway i'm tired -.-



bye !

don't know what i want

4:02am 8thMar

damn, 2nd week of March alr.


ohwell, another pretty wasted weekend.

as expected, things don't go my way again.

doesn't matters anymore already.


god-damnit.




understand myself? or something else first?

3:43am 7thMar

ohwell.

spent a pretty lame weekend doing nothing.

tmr should be the same alr , lols .


disappointments are so uncommon to me nowadays,

to the extent, when one appears, it really affects me .


maybe its a good thing that children cries all the time, though i seriously hate it.

cos when they reach a point of time, even when they're upset, they can't cry.


this is the world people !

4:30am 5thMar

ohwell.



i wonder why making choices can be so troublesome,

and i seriously dunno wads a right and wads a wrong choice.


think i should start meditating at home sometimes.


i wanna go barrage!