26th Feb 11.35pm

ohwell, 25minutes more to my 21st.

Totally not looking forward to it, probably i'll just look forward to not losing all my money, or probably to see who're the first few who wishes me a happy birthday


Well, at least 21st is a mini milestone, took a plane finally in my life, not once but twice ^^

But yea, life still goes on.

My only wish for this year, or rather all the birthday wish I didn't use for the past 20years, is that my new year resolutions for the next 2years would come true :)

Or at least grant me the motivation to work towards my resolution -.-


Things ain't looking so good now, gotta run!

1STJAN 10.13PM

ok, took a long break from here.

Been a year since i last blogged, and there're just so many things to fill up here.

So for now,

I'm still single, since dunno how long ago, sometimes i still miss her but, ohwell.

I was expelled from TP for failing MCT, rejected my own appeal but at least I'm not regretting my decision, YET.

I'm a soldier now! &&& i still gamble, and of cos make smart bets too.


Will update my new year resolutions soon, and its a pretty bad start to the year, who cares, my resolutions will come true this year for sure! since I didn't had one last year, lols


shazooommm

4:06am 13th Dec

13th Dec, is a special day. It's my dad's birthday.


today, 13thDec, i failed as a son, cause for the first time, someone had to talk to me personally to return the money, and i wasn't able to pluck out even 300 for my dad to solve his personal crisis.



last week, i failed myself as a lover, i made a wrong judgement, i thought i wasn;t gonna love my skinnife again, ended up, i did, but it was all too late as well


sometimes when i think about it, what for i need to earn so much money, now, i'm very likely getting a chronic disease straight at my gastric, i dunno how long will i live, but my health is really torturing me, regardless day or night.

things ain't going good for me in every aspect as well




with all these happening to me, should i cry, or just smile my way through?

1:08pm 29thNov

Things had changed. Wy changed for the extreme.


sigh, life sucks nowadays.

didn't know i had transformed so much, or was it due to the things surrounding me all the time.

how i wish this misery, which wasn't suppose to be my misery, would be gone.


Beer is my remedy, towards my sorrows.

4:11am 30thMay

oh, and its the end of the month again -.-


and at least i'm clearing most of my debts alr -.-

office days all the while and will probably end soon, lols


and i seriously dunno wads so interesting about my life now that i can blog about,

so its time to rest (:


adios \l/

1:33am 10th May

Alright, been a long time since i blogged.


having attachment nowadays @ Quantum Automation.

so far so good over there, at least nobody screws me up over, at least for now.


And so, life as a working class isn't that bad also, except for the dumb stress we face in office daily, -.- damned.



What goes around, comes around, and fuck you upside down

2:59am 10thApr

ohwell.

my life's in a mess.

everything is so behind schedule, so far behind.


i've got no one to blame for wasting my holidays away,

but myself, for being foolish and lazy all the time.



dreading the way my life is now.

how i wish something would change, so that i can change,

for the better at least?. lols


making a time machine, or catch up to the impossible?