Monday, August 18, 2008

12:43am 19thAUG

ohwell . wasted a day at the airport . doing only 1 maths question .

and i knew that will all happen !

zzz . why did i go there and waste my day ! WHY ?!



nvm la . at least made some new friends from the other class and visited the redlight districts with them .(i shall not mention their names)

its damn exciting la .

the gambling dens , stalls selling porn dvds and also imported 'po-po-keh' . LOL


and yea. realised the 'eyecandy' i spotted the other day was actually attached . awww~

wanted to like asked for her msn and start talking to her la -.-

to think that im lucky to spot her friendster profile .

sian la ~

ohwell .


and i'm starting to realise .

its damn difficult to be my normal self la nowadays .

since i stepped into poly .

i decided to somehow used a fake identity .

and only showed some of the 'real ones' .

as it seems like there's nt many ppl around me that can accept the personality or character i have in me .



and seriously . its damn tiring .

people starts to think differently of me when they realised some facts about me .



so what if im the only crow in a group of pigeons ?.

when the group used to think of me being of their kind ?.

till the day i decided to admit im actually a 'crow' .


sometimes .



ohwell . enuf ranting for the day .

i shall work doubly hard tmr .

not just for the coming exams .

maybe letting more people accept me .



sometimes , im really thankful that there's actually a group of friends that accepts my shortcomings .

probably we had the same shortcomings la ?

but those are what i really can call friends . seriously



cyas peeps . too much ranting for today XD


sigh ~

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