2:05am 5thJan

its so late alr -.- , zz


was struggling with Dfund like 1hour ago ?.

and i gave up like just mins ago , failing to understand a single crap -.-

ok, its time to buck up .

if only that last line i just typed will be put into action , zz


and so , left the house in the early afternoon to meet up with the others .

bought a polo tee for my CNY , hahas

den maybe a few more clothes for CNY also the following weeks , hahas


sians lor ,

been damn long since i last touched a bball .

sometimes , i wonder does interacting with things that i don't really have interest in will make me like that particular thing , like billiard or pool ?

after so long , a conclusion would be , none of them seems to interest me , even after so long.


somehow i managed to realise this only like hours ago , zz

sians lor ,

sometimes when i just walk past that bball court that i used to hang around always , and i see those 13 or 14 year old kids playing bball like i used to ,

i just can't help but envy them,

maybe , its time i start bballing agn ? (:



sians la ,

nw i've got no reason to continue bballing also .

i've gotten myself out of that problematic team ,

thus , i've lost a chance to play proper bball . zz


dunno wad to do also la nw .

playing leisure bball seems very bored to me sometimes .

i've been wanting to do something more than leisure like ages ago ? . lols


but nw ?. i can't even leisurely play bball for nuts -.- zz


seriously , its time for me to do something abt it , i guess ?


afterall, i find no reasons for it