2:27am 5thSep

alright, the 2nd day working in a office.


definitely not used to it and kinda don't like environment like this.

but for the sake of consistant cash flow, i have to do it , lols .

was kinda enjoyable speaking to people that got all kinds of story when u called them,

and some even complained to me until i forgot i was supposed to do the fucking survey .

hope i'll grow to like the job ah, though i need to wear shoes and jeans like everyday, zz .


and so, a boring friday night.

just came back from meeting a friend .

friday nights are meant for fun times, but definitely not this friday and the following fridays coming along.

worse of all, my psp broke down, damn sad .

its a torture without my psp, and now i'm stuck with the laptop.

should i get a new psp? if it can't be fixed .


alright then, i hope tmr will be fine, at least even if i stay at home, i can watch epl all night long -.-


alright, and now some psychology issues,

i wonder why are humans, men and women created in such a way,

we feel great, lousy, fuck-ed up and probably everything else, i don't understand it.

i'm starting to see the good and bad things about feelings in living creature.

if this world exists as something without any feelings,

it would be full or greys only, probably it doesn't even matter if creatures even exist in the world .

however, if the full is filled with colors, we will be given a chance to live life to the fullest.

in this way, humans will be able to experience all sorts of different spices in life, like there'd be happy and sad occasions .

when one is happy, they give a smile, when one is sad, they just cry out.


personally, i think the world has got oo much colors.

wouldn't it be much better if there's only the 7colors of rainbow?.
red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet.
red for happy occasions, orange for joyous days, yellow for a good day, green for a peachful day, blue for the monday blues, indigo for the dullness at times and violet for the sad times.

probably that's only what i want about the world .

wouldn't it be better if people are just pure friendly, maybe peaceful?, probably more of worrywarts and maybe a small percentage being sad .



when i say this world has got too many colors, it means there's too many types of people in life.

from those that backstabs, those that comes to you with a purpose, those that always play around and probably many others which i can't really describe.

there's a chinese saying that, hundred types of people are fed with rice.

it explains, there're nice people around, fine people around and of course some with bad intentions in mind.

i guess thats all for now.


the more i type the hungrier i go =.=



this is life.