3:40am 1stSep

alright, its september alr.


4more months to the the 10th birthday of the 21st century, lols .

it doesn't matter anyway-.-


what matters now is to just get a job and start earning my money before evey debt starts knocking on the door.

meanswhile its time to rest, ok .



money generator?

3:51am 31stAug

alright, the official end of August, lols .


having bodyache now, guess i drank too much just nw, lols .




alright, time to go off, someone's supposed to pass me something soon (:



i need a job soooon.

2:36am 28thAug

alright, the 450th post in this blog , lols .


the day was fine .

went out with classmates to watch Orphan,

a pretty nice show actually, but abit too draggy, lols .


tmr onwards will be torturing, mentally.

i wonder how can i enjoy my holidays when i gt $0 with me nw , lols .

and probably dun even need to consider hand-roll ciggs -.-


ohwell, let's just hope money will take over the rain every night.



good luck

4:21am 26thAug

soon enough, its the end of august again.


a long time since i remembered to blog , lols .

no wonder coming online seems so boring nowadays.


i wonder how am i gonna pay all the debts i had since ages ago until nw .

i hope money starts raining above me nw, only above me

because if it rained on everyone else, there will be a great inflation to everything .

ok, i'm nuts , ohwell .



time to find a job and start working soon (:

1 post more to 450 .



the LOL

7:19am 21thAug

alright, been long since i post.


the days were busy lately,

and within 2hours time,

i'm accelerating towards the mouth of all hell, lols .




tolerance.

1:37am 16thAug

alright, almost 1/2 of August passed.


time really flies, esp times when its stressful, happy, pissed and more.

maybe, time really flies when things get worse, ohwell.




wake up!

3:00am 14thAug

had a day of relaxation .

played bball after so long,


but tmr onwards will be hell of study,

so yea, prolly its the end of all fun -.-



you don't deserve this actually,

2:13am 13thAug

alright, approaching mid-August .


days are getting stressful not just because of money and schoolwork.

when certain situations come, people just don't seem to understand,

or maybe i'm the one that don't understand .


however, i hope a small break time for me to finish some undealt matters would do,

just some time ..



i don't understand, why i brought this upon myself.

2:45am 11thAug

ohwell, the 444th post of this post.



444 isn't a great number according to chinese customs.

and it really proved so , lols , somehow .



spent the day out with pizzas and UP .

UP's kinda boring at the start actually,

first time an animated movie can actually let me sleep-.- lols .


overall the day was good until later at night .



there goes another stepping stone.

1:39am 10thAug

this man is deprived of sleep and 10litres full of stress,

probably overflowing,


probably i should go thailand and get 2 5-litres bottle for only $4 to store my stress .

info from a caucasian customer i met when promoting some dumb chocolates-.-


bad riddance.

1:39am 9thAug

Singapore's Birthday again -.-

and prolly i'll be working madly like just nw .


and, its time i go sleep (:

to store up for the next round of torture rack , z .



wasting time on the wrong things.

4:10am 7thAug

alright, someone's birthday today .

happy birthday dumbshit (:


alright , a fucking busy day ahead i guess .



time to grab some sleep then .



ohwell, too bad~

1:55am 5thAug

alright , the day sucked ,

and it will suck until the day school officially ends in around 2weeks time .


2 more weeks of reckoning ,

endless of suffering within my wallet =x .



something new?

2:14am 4thAug

nothing much to say tonight .

happy birthday to my younger sis !

hopefully one day they'll find my blog ,

and know that this older brother here is not someone that cold to her always .


it seems kinda hard for me to express my feelings since young ,

perhaps thats just not something i'll be good at till the day i lie 7feet under , lol .




the last.

2:18am 3rdAug

sigh.


things are always cocking up at the wrong moments .

i dun understand how can life be like this .

many situations often leave one in a uncomfortable spot .



its probably me, that forces others and myself in a difficult spot all the times .

when you found a good one, it doesn't mean things will turn for the better .


i should have came to this conclusion long ago,

its like, by giving ManCity the best players in the world,

it won't turn them into a world class team immediately.

i guess everything will be fine ..





driving all the nuts out of me .