13th Dec, is a special day. It's my dad's birthday.
today, 13thDec, i failed as a son, cause for the first time, someone had to talk to me personally to return the money, and i wasn't able to pluck out even 300 for my dad to solve his personal crisis.
last week, i failed myself as a lover, i made a wrong judgement, i thought i wasn;t gonna love my skinnife again, ended up, i did, but it was all too late as well
sometimes when i think about it, what for i need to earn so much money, now, i'm very likely getting a chronic disease straight at my gastric, i dunno how long will i live, but my health is really torturing me, regardless day or night.
things ain't going good for me in every aspect as well
with all these happening to me, should i cry, or just smile my way through?
