2:02am 1stOct

childrens day will probably be the day when i feel totally another way compared to a schooling kid , zz

fuck.

3:58am 29thSep

i'm determined to get a bike license now (:



everything go smoothly please

2:06am 28thSep

alright, soon 2009 will come to and end in 3months time , hahas .

October is on the way,

and many other things too .


ohwell, the day was great and i think i should sleep soon, lols .



i want a bike license !

3:52am 27thSep

ohwell, a long time since i visited here again, hahas .


spent the day at home and went out to tampines at night .

life without money is sure stressful usually .

a good duration to train my endurance.

mental endurance i guess .




the rainy and hazy days

1:41am 24thSep

i'm fucking hungry !


alright, office work seriously sucks, lol.

ohwell, time to get some money for myself.





you make me go ROFL.

3:35am 21stSep

alright, gonne have another rest at home cos its HARI RAYA ! , lols .


enjoy peeps !

money doesn't seem raining down any sooner, lols .

endurance probably is the key,

and somehow i feel like quitting-smoking,

maybe we'll see how tmr, hahahahas .


the bygones will always be gone.

12:17am 17thSep

alright,

its the 460th post .

and i've come to realise, there's a fatal error.



i meddled into too many things that i shouldn't go into.

and now i'm stuck in a new maze i've not encountered before in my life.


perhaps the only way is to bulldoze everything in the maze now?.



the root, of a plant named evil..

was plucked out by me,

how i wish i can bury it deep down the ground again,

and let everything be bygones..

12:56am 16thSep

ohwell, had a long day at work & pub .

and time to go sleep i guess.


&&

happy birthday angeline CHIOBU !

i know you'll see this .




been there, done that


and for the intended ones:

time to stand up and walk another rocky path,

and always remember, to not look back anymore,

no matter how hard it is to not even look back.


time heals everything,

meanwhile just continue walking,

remember the fall, and remember the pain,

one day someone will understand your pain.


whereas for the one that avoids the path and choose the mountain route,

one shall suffer more,

but will soon grow strong,

since its no longer a similar path,

just walk the one you chose and wish each other the best.


for the two that picked different ways,

things that are lost won't come back again,

its up to you to find the new things while on your way,

and it will never be the same again,

just pray the things that you might find on the way be better than what you used to have,


if you believe

and there might be a small chance,

you will recover the things you lost again.

1:27am 13thSep

alright, had a fine day.

watched G-Force 3D, and prolly won't waste monry on 3d anymore , zz


ohwell, sometimes i hope things would sail easily according to my will .

why can't the world just revolve around me,

why can't i just drop things in life like how i dropped my PoA when i was still in secondary school .

probably this is a sneak preview of life?



plain luck, nothing much

12:33am 11thSep

alright, the 9th anniversary of the 911 incident, lols .

ok, no link .


ohwell, had a boring day at work.

and pub session soon after


even after so long, after trying my best to 100% understand non-smokers.

i dunno why, ppl still believe smokers are bad people.

personally, when i was younger, i believed smokers to be bad people too.

but i was wondering why did i think of it this way.

when i had a small conversation with a friend just nw, it seems like more or less ,many assumes people that smokes are bad eggs.

i wonder what led people to such thinking, but ohwell .

it will be difficult to change this fact because




its difficult to change the world, but less difficult to change yourself.

12:01am 7thSep

alright, had a bad day on the 456th post.


went simlim with ivan, and found myself getting scammed .

bought a dumb mp5 that will probably not be able to let me read my mangas,

and i can't even on, while charging, nice one .

time to fuck those china bastards tmr after work.


and so, its time to sleep since its gonna be another head start of the week.




fuck chinese scammers.

2:27am 5thSep

alright, the 2nd day working in a office.


definitely not used to it and kinda don't like environment like this.

but for the sake of consistant cash flow, i have to do it , lols .

was kinda enjoyable speaking to people that got all kinds of story when u called them,

and some even complained to me until i forgot i was supposed to do the fucking survey .

hope i'll grow to like the job ah, though i need to wear shoes and jeans like everyday, zz .


and so, a boring friday night.

just came back from meeting a friend .

friday nights are meant for fun times, but definitely not this friday and the following fridays coming along.

worse of all, my psp broke down, damn sad .

its a torture without my psp, and now i'm stuck with the laptop.

should i get a new psp? if it can't be fixed .


alright then, i hope tmr will be fine, at least even if i stay at home, i can watch epl all night long -.-


alright, and now some psychology issues,

i wonder why are humans, men and women created in such a way,

we feel great, lousy, fuck-ed up and probably everything else, i don't understand it.

i'm starting to see the good and bad things about feelings in living creature.

if this world exists as something without any feelings,

it would be full or greys only, probably it doesn't even matter if creatures even exist in the world .

however, if the full is filled with colors, we will be given a chance to live life to the fullest.

in this way, humans will be able to experience all sorts of different spices in life, like there'd be happy and sad occasions .

when one is happy, they give a smile, when one is sad, they just cry out.


personally, i think the world has got oo much colors.

wouldn't it be much better if there's only the 7colors of rainbow?.
red, orange, yellow, green, blue, indigo and violet.
red for happy occasions, orange for joyous days, yellow for a good day, green for a peachful day, blue for the monday blues, indigo for the dullness at times and violet for the sad times.

probably that's only what i want about the world .

wouldn't it be better if people are just pure friendly, maybe peaceful?, probably more of worrywarts and maybe a small percentage being sad .



when i say this world has got too many colors, it means there's too many types of people in life.

from those that backstabs, those that comes to you with a purpose, those that always play around and probably many others which i can't really describe.

there's a chinese saying that, hundred types of people are fed with rice.

it explains, there're nice people around, fine people around and of course some with bad intentions in mind.

i guess thats all for now.


the more i type the hungrier i go =.=



this is life.

11:57pm 2ndSep

alright, found a job at last.

whether it will last long or just tmr only, its another question, lols .


alright, just had a big bowl of noodles.

for the whole night, i was thinking abt alot of things, while i was busy playing my Warriors Orochi.


shall not disclose it now i guess, lols .

lets just hope tmr will be a good day (:



does compeitition exist to make things better?.

1:10am 2ndSep

alright, soon i'll receive some letters that will say i'm owning this and that again.


i need a job man !

i hate the bills .



there goes the money!