1:57am 1stAUG

Yay ! .

finally i can blog ! . hahahahs

alright . its AUGUST now .

and that means :

-ghost festival ?.

-national day soon . hah

-exams ~


ohwell .

guess it wil be years later till i visit CMPB agn ,

it seriously sucked


and ohyeah ,

i dunno wad i want and wad should i do nowadays .

guess its some thinking soon after the exams ?.
hahas




hopefully i will be able to scrap thru all the quizzes and enuf time to study for the exams at least -.-


cyas peeps !



ur so near yet so far -.-

ohwell ? ~

2:07am 29thJULY

well . in a blink of an eye , its alr the end of JULY .


which means :

Depot road tmr -.-

exam in a months time

gotta start studying

stop working

blahblahblah ..



yea . guess its gonna be fun ?. LOL

alright den .

some stupid questions from my mum today ,

hahas .

and maybe i need those kind of questions once in awhile to prove my existence in her eyes -.-


alright . gtg pack my stuffs for tmr den .

cyas peeps ! ((:


a soulmate ;

3:13am 27thJULY

awww. having a bad tummyache nw . likely caused by some of the uncooked food i prepared myself ytd at the bbq -.-

had fun there . and stayed overnight as i didn't felt like going home .

and of cos of some other obvious reasons ?. haha



decided to walk around bedok jetty for the sunrise ..

but it seems like we can't even get east or west right . lol

and so . ohwell .

decided to give that ahkua a light kick to the head

as he was acting like a retard cum spastic kid .

if there's a time machine . i will take back that kick .

sry ahkua (:

however if he disturbs me again i will make sure i take back that kick and give a stronger one ((:




ohwell . finally WRTORAL done .

FINALLY !


for the past few months were particularly dreadful . esp the past few weeks -.-

soon it'll be the presentations and it will be 'YAY , screw WRTORAL forever !!'.

however for those who failed .. ohwell , have fun with ur screwdrivers ?




alright den ,

gtg i guess . damn tired after 2 dota games after so long ~


cyas peeps (:

ohwell .. there goes my chance

but i'm very sure i will screw up that chance ..

sometimes i just hate ex-pected failures . -.-

1:55am 23rdJULY

ohwell .

had fun bballing.

at least after 2 to 3 weeks ?



wasted my time blanking out in my room since 11odd ? zzz



guess i can only continue my WRTORAL tmr den -.-



and i seriously hope i can get WRTORAL done with soon enough .

and i can start to concentrate on subjects like maths ?

LOL.


my maths is totally FCMI .

so are ESFAC and CKT -.-




ohwell ..

wad a close shave -.-

cherishing every moment (:



and someone pls clear huichen's doubt :

wad is life abt ?

are u contented with wad u have now ?

are u greedy ?


i doubt anyone can clear them -.- seriously.

1:42am 22ndJUL

ohwell .

finally found someone who's doing the same topic as me (:

hopefully i get to talk to her soon -.-

so that we can exchange our points of that topic ?. hahas

win-win situation ok !


alright den . was a hectic day in school .

and was too sick to even sleep .zzz




alright den . im quite sure my wrtoral is around 40% done .

shall continue again over the next 2 days . (:


well . gt nth much to blog abt this few days

no life seh ~

everyday in school walk around detecting auras.

cmon A-KUA . i know ur reading this (: hahahas




the weather nowadays are so horrible .

one can drink anywhere outdoors =.=

hoping tmr will be really sunny ((:

i wanna BBALL !!



missin' the moments ..

2:56am 21stJUL

ohwell .

seems like 20days had past since july

which means :

GSS over . awww ~

National Day soon ! woots !

my dreadful NS registration @ depot road next week ~ zzz

Actual OP soon -.-



thats all i can rmb for nw . hahas



alright . had a great evening spent with feremy and derrick .

craps were constantly coming out from their mouths . zzz

at least i bought a new shirt from G2000 .. again -.-

ok la . i dun feel that bad though . $23 for a G2K shirt ?




had a great sunday night too . playing pool , drinking beer and gt pangseh-ed by an idiot .



ohwell . nw im thinking if i should just go back to her again .?

maybe im just too lonely nowadays ~



i need a companion .

a someone that i will be able to stand .

a someone willing to stand me

a someone that will understand me

((:

ohwell ~

2:40am 19thJULY

ohhwell . there i screw-ed up my presentations again .

after watching the video about oral presentation .

i seriously hope i will put in more effort into this Oral Presentation thing.



I want and WILL conquer this fear of mine !

i wish -.-




ohwell . im dead tired nw .

cyas peeps (:


i miss that lovestory ..

i hope there's another chapter to it .

ohwell ~

2:02am 16thJULY

ohwell . and there goes one half of july .

soon it'll be the exams agn -.-



alright . the soon to come oral presentation is gonna kill me for sure -.-

im quite sure abt that .

well . time to work harder then . no point sighing here and there too .


well , class's great so far .

for me at least.

but something needs to be done .



alright . guess i should go sleep soon .

cyas peeps !



i wanna bball !



pimples outbreak !

3:14am 13thJUL

ohwell . spent around $120+ today .

sian diao ~


$22 sushi buffet

$42 present . hope u liked it my fren (:

$60 kbox . me and joel's share .



ohwell . hopefully i can get back all my money from those who even paid me back the money for the 'chipped in' present .

lols .

slowly den .

doing my last bit of shopping tmr den .

den i'll be left around $100 ?

and time to approach my heavy debtors when im in need of money . whahahahs !

alright . just joking .

its time for me to reduce weight by controlling my own diet .

and i've decided to set my financial targets from today onwards .

so that i will stop treating my hard-earned money like easy money .


ohyea . its ivan's birthday celebration today .

had fun . bt nt as fun as the previous year .

went kbox la finally after so long .

bt there goes my money -.-



ohwell

myplans :

achieve saving $20 per week

reach $160 by end of July !



how i hope my plans would be successful -.-

cyas peeps !

2:14am 11thJULY

ohwell . had a day well screw-ed up .

hahas .


presentation was a failure ,again

time to do something abt it .

guess i can't work anymore next week then . -.-


and waited for cheng for like soooo~ long .

lols .

couldn't really find something suitable as a present .

ohwell . slowly then (:


and nw im still chionging ESFAC tutorial .



ohwell ..

time management is the key .

and i wanna go KBOX !

2:48am 10thJULY

ohwell . yesterday was my best friend's birthday . hahahas .

happy birthday ivan !


guess he had fun celebrating with his classmates . hahas


and his classmates bought the gift i wanted to give him actually . LOL

guess i need to start using my brain agn -.-



wahs sibei sian . everyones' like sleeping and im here chionging wrtoral ..

after work as usual


poly life is so damn tired .

gotta admit i suck in time management and of cos self-control .

what to do ? .




ohwell . presentation for 2days in a row is definitely killing .

at least its killing me ?

gotta think of a counter so that i won't blank out ltr during the presentation like i did like around 18hours ago . ohwell


alright . time to sleep then -.-


sigh . ~

cyas peeps -.-

1:48am 9thJULY

ohh . its alr the 9th !


yea . it is . and tmr's my group's iwd presentation -.-

zzz . hope i can do a good job and nt pull down the overall performance of my group -.-


and hopefully i can do abit of research for my wrtoral presentation.



presentations are my worst nightmares eva

11:11pm 7thJULY

well . im tired .

damn worn out after gym -.-

hope all is fine (:

and lucky always *.



lucky seven

1:34am 7thJULY

woots PAY-OUT !


ohwell . who cares

i wanna save money man -.-

bt i doubt my self-control has grown that strong yet -.-

hahs !


bought a new shirt from FOX ytd after spending the evening walking the whole orchard . zzz

like wad i told ivan . all the shirts they sell in far east are just like so common la .zzz

sian , bought another strip shirt .

1 reason why i dun wanna get so many of em cos .

when strips are no longer in fashion anymore .

poor idiots like me would have lesser clothes to wear and we'll be labelled as* outdates* by others .


anyway . had fun la on sat night playing the arcade bball machine . hahas

might be my new recreation after initial d ((:


ok . was very late for work today .

bt no one seemed to realise it -.-

zzz


and its sososososososos... boring nowadays without the usual craps by nic .

and of cos everything which has been screwed up since ages ago is like screwing up double nowadays ..

sian sia . im wondering if this current manager of mine knows wad she's doing -.-



anyway . i think i'll just stay in carl's junior then .

though the pay sucks

bt i think its better la .

at least my friends can visit me like once in a while ?. hahas

and im too busy for a new job


alright .

im determined to attend lessons with my heart and soul from monday onwards .((:

i seriously hope i can -.-



alright . cyas peeps .




the search for the next big thing !

lols . can it be her?

2:21am 3rdJUL

ohwell . gotta work tmr night .

kan sian ~


ahh . felt better today (:

cos i decided to nt even cross the hurdle .


thankfully , trouble seems to not knock on my doors anymore .


kinda relieved .

and thus allowing me to slp peacefully.

hahahas .

seriously hoping that the birdie stuffs from wad ng told me would be fine .

i don't even know how i feel ..

ohwell . still gotta work hard for maths and ckt !


sian sia . dun even know wad else can i post abt .. zzz



cyas peeps !



i wanna change hairstyle !

12:46am 2ndJULY

SIAN ARHHHHHH



a bad start to 2oo8's July .

nearly lost a great friendship with my classmate esther


I'm DAMNED sorry !! Esther




ohwell , i'm losing my mind soon

i dunno and don't wish to know wads going on and wad will go on

i dunno and don't wish to know wad will i do next and wad can i do now .

i dunno and really wanna know how long will this goes and when will it really end

turmoils of troubles


i'm seriously down to my luck now .

really -.-


just when im getting over one hurdle ,

another one appear out of nowhere .


and nw my next objective would be, reducing the damage me or the hurdle will take from one another as i dun see any proper landing spots for me .. for me to get a proper foothold and jump across the next hurdle .


sigh ..



I'm losing every single motivation to move on nw ..



ohwell .. just let me sleep when i want to .

zzz ..




cyas peeps .
i won the heart which i dun need nw .. how ?