8:43pm 30thOct

the earliest day i've ever blogged at .

feeling super weary now , in another words i'm just shag -.-

i can even fall asleep while sitting down at my own home . omg


and yup , i've gotta admit , thurs will be a more challenging day compared to any .

and probably easier if i can do CADS without any obstacles -.-


and yup , i'm even more tired without my atm card with me now ,

and my eyesight is failing me terribly .

its either , i get a proper spec and put it on for life .

or contact lens to give me proper eyesight at times only -.-


there's pros and cons for me getting both permanent and temporary solutions .

and probably one of the cons will be for me to look around at prettyfaces all the time .

but another good thing will be that , i won't need to worry if the person right in front of me is a friend or stranger , and also maybe not to worry which direction will the bball land when playing at night .

it'll save me many awkward occasions too .

but prolly no one will recognise me with my specs . lol


maybe its time for some suggestions since it'll be sometime before i'll go collect my atm card .


and so , a lecture-less thursday really sucks .

somehow everything seems retarded to me . lol


and soon the 2nd week will pass .

zz -.- that's neither fast nor slow .



tired and down

9:12pm 29thOct

ohwell .


received some bad news in the family .


shall not mention it here , but yea , i've got no comments but only the sorry emotions i have for those who were affected .



alright , and so , the day somehow sucked and bored me out .

for some reason which i dunno why , i didn't felt like going home .


perhaps i sensed the news alr ? -.-


tmr will be another day i dun expect to come , and also many others that will soon tag along day after .

and i believe more bad news will come one after another ?

i just hope it doesn't happens (: seriously
enough of lousy things for today's post then -



and so , perhaps the only good thing is that many pretty faces today around . lol



the unexpected ; if only it'll some positive stuffs ...

9:34pm 28thOct

hahas , i bet you've lost when u see this post , dajiejie ! , hahahas


alright , a pretty dumb start for a new post -.-

and yup , school still sucks cos ,

i overslept -.-

thus i had to rush like dog like last week -.-



and as usual ,i can't seem to understand that Dr. Ven -.-

he looks like the villian in Spiderman , i think Dr.Octo ? or something like that . lol


and yup , i'm considering to work at pizza hut at Wandi's area .


more convenient, and probably lesser things to do , hahahas !


and i need money too ,though the pay's lesser by around 15% ?

thus i won't be spending much time in bball anymore , as i realised money will be something more important than anything -.- seriously .


and yup , alot of schoolwork to be done as of today .

and somehow it sucks . zz

i've got no comments about all those craps , zz




this sucks

11:45pm 27thOct

and so , rotted another day away .

was asked to go out , but pangseh-ed people agn .

busy with my psp and hamsters (:


maybe every alternate week , the weekend shud be extended to 3days -.- lol


and ya , had the sudden urged to ask about something alr last night , but somehow my mission failed . lol


sians la , i somehow hate this feeling .

if there's like some clues to find that _y__a__y . i'll feel much better la ,

but i'm thinking too many steps ahead ,

and often end up in the drain as told by DJJ -.-


another long day tmr -.- shag .

and yup , i've came to a decision alr , i need to start working on sunday (:

my income is super low now ,
wadever thats given to me is never enuf -.- and i hate it .



and perhaps i made the wrong choice by going bball .

sians -.- another chance for backtrack



extra time , and extra chance

12:18am 27thOct

and so , another tiring day it is . zz

thanks to that torturous training ytd , my muscles are torturing me as well .

but somehow i like this teeth-gritting feeling . hahahahs


and so , met rafi for some shopping today .

finally bought a proper covered shoe for my lab , and prolly a shirt to go with my black skinny which i selfom find clothes to go with .


alright i continued from here again like 45mins later ?. lol

and ya , i just rmb-ed im blogging though . zz


and so , my mum broke me a news that my aunt's heartless husband passed away ,

had those mixed feelings as i was feeling kinda sad for my aunt and cousin , and i was like thinking , how can he get away with death when he did so many stuffs .

but perhaps dying alone ,at somehwere with no help like hospital , and somewhere with no one around like his own home .



and nw im competing with someone whether who finish blogging first , as usual . lols


and yup , happy DEEPAVALI tmr for peeps (:

and happy sleeping for me ((: X 2


lols , the following is not as of what one may think



i hate this feeling , seriously

1:44am 26thOct

lols , and here comes the end of the month .


had a bbq session with some classmates .

not bad lah , was very fun and made some friends .

and perhaps much more stuffs like those sharings and drinking made the bbq much better .

and ya , ended the bbq with many chicken wings and prawns left -.- wad a waste

but i spotted something (: _y__a__y - thats wad i found

too bad i've wasted it ):


and so , went home for a short sleep of 5-6 hours -.- and headed to hell

it was hell because .

-just when i stepped into the mrt , my stomach started growling , not hungry , but perhaps its caused by some semi-uncooked chicken chops -.-

-the cleanest toilet i can think of is at dhoby exchange -.- and thus i tahan-ed for like 6-10mins ?

-the training was torturous but somehow it didn't kill me (:


and ya , speaking of training -.-

i'm getting bored la , everytime got disputes one -.-

like scattered sand la . zz



and yea , the following will be complicated /


missed you

8:53pm 23rdOct

sians , there goes another day in school

and i'm terribly shag nw .


i'm sure i can't work anymore having this kind of shitty time-table .


the fatigue from monday and tuesday drags till wed .

when its one of the days i can actually work .

and if i dun rest properly on wed , all the fatigue gained will all be thrown to thurs , and i will only get to rest properly on fri .

however if i work on friday again ,

prolly i'll get too tired to even go training on saturday -.-


ok , wy's time-table sucks !


and ya , i'm super tired nw , thus im blogging alr at this time .


and so , friendly with pinoys postponed to next week (:

but training resumes ):

just when i thought i can go eat some nice food in the annual temple dinner -.- aww



i guess the only thing i enjoyed was jannah's dramatic holiday -.- seriously . lol


hahs , i won you !

11:54pm 22ndOct

ohwell , another day passed .

and so , school was boring~ as usual -.- zz



and so , was lucky enuf to go home with that dajiejie . lols

tyco shit -.-


and yup , it reminds me of all the wierd stuffs i encountered today .

shall not elaborate much , but those encounters were ,

a littleboy in bus and some stupid grins -.-


and luckily , the bbq was changed to friday instead of sat ((:

gonna have fun i guess . WOOTS !

however , tmr will be another boring and long day -.- aww .


sometimes i just can't explain the new things i'm experiencing since school starts like 3days ago -.-

and not even a week passed . zz


fated ? (:

10:02pm 21stOct

lols , im blogging kinda early today .

cos im kind atired alr , hahas



alright , and so i felt kinda better today .

overslept la -.- woke up at 9 lor .

dun even got time wax la . omg -.-


and then for once my mum bought me breakfast lor , and so must gorge my fav char kway teow mee .. zz

and then chiong to school to attend the dumb maths lecture conducted by that white indian lecturer -.-


i can't understand him for nuts -.- seriously .

and so , ya .

kinda screw-ed up alr since morning . lol


and not to mention many other new subjects i'm facing -.-

bunch of nightmares -.-

my CDS is the worst thing -.-

i shall not elaborate on those ppl i faced during the tutorials .

thank god that tutorial ended early . seriously -.-


and that marks the end of my day ((:



something will brighten up

10:30pm 20thOct

ohwell .

a new day with a bad start i guess . lol


a bad day for fere i guess , leonard broke his phone .

into like 2 piece ? zz


and so , lessons sucked .

DFund sounds so chim , thanks to those 'made-in-india' accent .

some computer subject which i had even forgotten the name of that subject , sounds uber chim -.-

and lastly MOE , my so called a non-engineering CDS in engine school -.- no comments .

the things shown to me just throws me off my seat .

thats what we call 'chimonology' i guess -.-



i'm affected .

11:14pm 19thOct

and so , the last day before my semester starts .

this feeling is so WTF !



and yup , i'm only looking forward to eating noodles with leonard -.- and nothing else .


sibei sian , i hope the first day dun rain .

even if rain , at least wait till i get a comfy spot in the bus so i can start sleeping again (:


sian la , intended to do some last min shopping today .

but due to the weather -.- ohwell .


and i'm hungry again -.- zz


and i seriously cannot describe how i dread school reopening , crap .




a division , awaiting for a new addition

2:32am 19thOct

ohwell , another day of trainings -.-


and thus , it marks the end of the holidays .

and hopefully a great start to a new semester -.-


so , 1 last week before meeting the pinoys .

and somehow , i guess i rmb-ed how i used to pull fast-breaks when i was in school team training and when i was playing outside .

and this probably means i'm getting back some form . ((:


and at least i heard some positive things today , hahahahs

but , perhaps too many internal problems in the team la -.-

things that i didn't expect will happen . ohwell -



and thus im blogging this early cos , im really tired nw . lols

but i've got many things to say lor today . lols

ya , that dajiejie got kicked out from MSN , so i can't really talk to her already i guess ?. hahas

cos prolly tmr we wouldn't see each other online . lol

and , when school reopens , worse -.-


and thus , i'll be giving up daily dota and tok-cok sessions with that dajiejie from monday onwards .


kinda bu she de but i guess bo bian la hor ?. lols


and i guess , i didn't accomplish many things during this holiday lor .

like visiting those unseen areas of Singapore with Rafi , JB trip with Rafi and maybe some K sessions with my secondary school friends and ex-colleagues .



too bad la , i rotted at home too much . lols


k la , perhaps its time i end this post . hahahas

and after finish watching Shippuden ep80 .

somehow , it means a new start to everything , since Asuma died ?. and the end of my holidays -.-


hahas , i'm too into anime -.-


a new start , to another season of my boring life

3:41am 18thOct

alright . just finished the tok-cok session with that dajiejie . lols

and also finished eating a pack of instant noodles =x .


and so , finally went shopping today , finally -.-


and yea , seen many interesting ppl along bugis too . lol

guess i got nothing much to elaborate also la ,

2 more days to the end of holidays -.- omg



and so , another torturous day tmr .

training -.- ohwell , whatever that does not kill me , will only make me stronger . (:

a good way to console myself . hahas


i just hope its the latter -.-

and i still hate my time-table , no comments



i'll miss your craps for sure

2:36am 17thOct

ohwell .

was awaken , see-ing some miss calls and sms .

and so as usual , i ignored those miss calls =x oops



yea , saw that dajiejie's sms -.-

pretty bad news for a late morning though


it regards the freaking new time-table -.-

and for once i thot its just some sort of prank or wad .

mon and tues end at 8pm (:

no comments.


and so , that means i won't be able to bball with those tp ppl anymore -.-

and that dajiejie , although her time-table less packed -.- but more screw-ed up ,

imagine she have to cut urself into 2 .

and attend 2 lectures at a go .

for a continuos period of ard 2hours . lol


and ya , we won't be able to meet in the morning too (:

when she starts at 9 , i'll start later ,

when i start at 9 , prolly she's sleeping at home -.-


wtf siol , i tot HTM supposed to be more hectic than IBT ?.


and for that dumb CDS thing , lucky angeline same CDS as me .

so i dun really have to find the way myself (: and thus able to sleepwalk



so in conclusion ,screw-ed up is the only term used to describe my time-table . zz



and yup , before i received the bad news -.- i had a very very sweet dream ((:

perhaps the better things come first ?

and ya , due to its over-dramatic scenario .

i shall keep the dream to myself and probably someone else who'll be reading this post in the day (: nobody will understand this . lol



how i wish the dream don't come true ..

2:25am 16thOct

and so ,

woke up in the morning for bball , finally . lol


and yup , met anson after so long .

watch-ed hua pi .


seriously i got nothing much to add on liao la . lols


my posts are getting more and more boring laa ~

sian lor , tmr prolly need to go down orchard again for those buffets .

and there goes my money -.- zz



shall see about it then -.-

and time-table will be out tmr . zzz

which means the thing that i dread the most will come again .

school re-opening -.-


i shall not elaborate on why i dread school . zz




the undescripable 'zzz's

2:44am 15thOct

ohwell . and so another day ended (:

2and1/2 months more to the end of year .

which is , pretty fast ?.

but its actually kinda slow though .


January till April was something like , pure rotting ?.

ok la , i was working at that point of time .

aiya dun care liao la , anyway it had already passed (:


and so , i guess , tmr will be another day spent with a secondary school classmate (:

and so , i can't avoid the fact that i'll need to spend money again in the following 3days . sian ~




somehow i'm reminded about , how i think about those lifeless Freindster user .

zz .


can someone tell me wads with the 'view and run' thingy ?. lol

it sometime seems to me like its 'hit-and-run' , when the person got crashed and died horribly , with the driver scot-free . no-link -.-

i've alr thot of some scenarios , when ppl get jeck-ed in their face when they give me such comments .


perhaps its a way , to give a good start , so that 'friends' will start talking to each other using the comments again =.= i guess ?



what is this ?

3:27am 14thOct

ohwell . another passed .

and almost 1/2 of October gone ,

and soon it'll be 25thOct . lols


i can't say i'm excited about that freindly match , cos its with those pinoys -.-

somehow my ball shrinks after facing those china-ass ytd, and of cos when i think of facing those pinoys .

cos so far in bball , i've avoided all dirty tricks .

and for once ytd , i tried to tank some .

and yea , i get the feeling of it alr -.-

and prolly those pinoys will be much -.- worse .


but i know i will get over it , one way or another (: i hope


anyway i doubt i'll be facing them for long laa (: i'll be spending time on the bench more often .

cos im pretty sure i'm not well-prepared enough for them ,



and yup , work was kinda boring actually , but somehow it ended like a daily , or rather weekly routine .

and still suffering from those terrible backaches .

anyway , after tmr .

i'll just take some breaks before the next hell training starts -.-

at least it'll be hell for me la .


ohwell .



i dun feel right , thus i feel left

12:41am 13thOct

ohwell .

another day passed .

with some ultra-shag trainings of cos . hahas

woke up at 6plus la , just to go lakeside and torture myself -.-


k la , like i've always said , whatever that cannot kill you , will only make you stronger . (:


but somehow i'm like half-dead la after i reach home -.-


i guess i kana too much elbow blows when playing match with some china-ass .


and so , rotted at home as usual .

and 1 last week to go before school starts -.-



alright then , im sleepy .


i believe , ?

12:53am 12thOct

alright , training ended early for some birthday celebration today -.-

so ya , wasn't that strenous afterall


so probably i'll go another training tmr -.-

so that i'll be dead beat thus able to be a normal human being again (:

and not some nocturnal kid -.-



alright , and so

perhaps i should sleep soon .

hahas .


and , 1 last weekend before school starts (:



shopping soon i guess ?.



a new haircut , $23plus . don't ask me why

1:08am 11thOct

ohwell , what has the world some to ?


sian lor , totally spoilt mood when bballing just nw la .

thanks to some old mates .


was damn distracted lor -.- zz

somehow even the easiest attack ever was missed -.-


sian laaa !


whats wrong with me ?! whats the world coming to ?!



somehow i expected all this since i walked around boon keng before going AMK ,

which started from the unexpected trips , missing a bus133 and injuring my 3fingers even before i warm-ed up properly -.-

and yea , so can say that it was all expected -.-

i can't believe i was like praying not to meet anybody i dun wish to see when i bball -.-

sadly it happened , ohwell , since it had passed , why think so much ehs ?



and so tmr will be another scary day -.-

training taking 1/3 of it due to that heavy defeat last week .

and 2/3 the celebration -.-

shall not elaborate much on it , u should know about it if u should (:


i hope tmr will end fast . and a new week comes ,

which means that exactly 1 last week for me to enjoy before the holidays end -.-


ohwell .




a new addition to my jealousy list ; accept the fate -

3:02am 10thOct

and so , finally payout (:

spent a night at orchard area (:

and watched a dumb movie which i had forgotten the name -.-


afterall , its been long since i last spent my money (:



and ,

something's bothering me really bad .



and thanks to that dajiejie -.- i was saved for once .


perhaps its karma ?. lol



hopefully , everything will be successful tmr -.-


and i'm starting to dread saturday . seriously



a new inclusion to my fear list ; arigato dajiejie .

3:58am 8thOct

ohwell , and so another day past , having me rot in the house (:


sians , nothing much to blog laa -.-


and that dajiejie so fast offline pangseh me -.-



zzz .

and i'm too broke to even celebrate birthday for pauline and jannah . lols

sorry , if ur reading this particular post =x


yawns .



rotting snesation

4:16am 7thOct

and so fast , a week past October .


perhaps a good start for a monday ehs ?

worked for awhile just nw to kill sometime . and got the info that the payout will be 3days later -.-

and that probably means i can't go any of those outings -.-


ohwell .


got nothing much to blog abt ehs ?. lol


Bleach seems something interesting to watch . lols ,

and so , chiong-ed 12episodes of it alr . hahas


perhaps it'll help kill time (:


guess its time i go wait for my DJmax to download finish . hahahs ,



i'll try my best to

1:29am 6thOct

ohwell , rotted a day at home -.-

with all the mucleaches all way way down from my ass .



and so , did some thinking while trying to complete vice city in my psp .

a conclusion came for the day , somehow i doubt that conclusion will actually last long enough until i come up with another conclusion .


and so , when i thot i'll be sleeping fine last night , again , i can't seem to sleep .


and so , a brand new week coming up , with many things on schedule of cos .

im working on mon n wed .

so , hopefully outings with my secondary school friends will land on tues ?. but its unlikely to happen . lol

and also , some birthday celebrations going on too -.-


holyshit ! time management !


and so , i guess i'll try to not work on wed (:

keyword : try


and now , i'm considering if i shud cut hair soon .

my fringe is killing me in dota ! zz

and soon , bball as well . lol


speaking of bball , i guess i need to go back to basics when it comes to passing -.-

proper passing as in .

that problem has been there for too long . seriously .


till the next bball session then ?


probably i shud end here , and try to sleep early ?. lol


alright then ,



i will prove my worth someday !

3:52am 5thOct

alright .

spent a whole day bballing .

and so , reached lakeside for the training at around 4 -.- late for 1 hour .

due to those overshots i made =.= to boonlay


and the friendly match sucked . lol

due to the constant cramps on my calf -.-

and so wasn't able to perform properly - useless in other words

that coach got nowhere to put me at too , just like the one in st gab


anyway lost to those fatass-es to over 50points . lol


but i heard that they're together for many years liao -.- and due to their sizes

even that controller is bigger than me -.-


and so yea .. zz


perhaps it'll be a good night to sleep (:

hoping that i won't wake up grabbing my legs -.-



and so , next week will be a busy one .

ohwell , we'll see how it goes then -.-




i'm so bored laa

3:25am 4thOct

ohwell .

there goes another day -.-


feeling super sian now .

i think fate is playing a prank on me -.- seriously .

playing a prank on my indecisive mind


just when i feel so , it doesn't seems that way anymore .

and thus , im less motivated to work now .

hopefully i can hang out with those peeps .




i guess its time i take a longggggg break -.-


and so , visited bugis area today (:

thanks to pauline -.- she woke me up with her 'EHHHHHH' .

alright , saw her at the mouth of bugis street -.-



and for once i was wondering , 'who isit now ?' . zz


guess i shud go sleep soon (:

hopefully someone will give me a call tmr .


and i guess ,without talking to that dajiejie .

this friday night feels so bored . lol


ohwell ..



i wan training !

3:29am 3rdOct

ohwell , rotted another day away (:



feeling super hungry now -.-



nothing much more to add ? . lols .

feeling kinda bored at home alr .

i wonder wads wrong with my parents today man .

and it'll go on for days then -.-


hais

and i wonder why am i suffering from insomnia -.-


i guess i rot too much ?



i want to ..

3:10am 2ndOct

lols ,

happy hari raya and children's day to all ((:

though i'm not eligible to celebrate any one of them -.-


and so , rotted another day at home .


i'm sorry if my posts are getting u bored , or rather it has been exceptionally boring in the past few days .


even blogging makes me *yawn* nowadays -.-

and yup , my tagboard had made me go LOL .



and so , found out many common but lame things with that dajiejie

generally , my sensor spoiled -.-

no one will understand this , so nvm . lol


guess its time for me to go sleep ?. hahas



spoilt sensors -.-