1:26am 17thOCT

wont be blogging till my arm is fixed agn .

so work hard now for those who're reading this :)

for those nt taking 'O's . play hard :).

1:09am 13thOCT

well . been sick thru out the whole damn week . sian ~

just back from mac with jeremy . hahas

talking more than anything -.- .

and met some ex-bendemeerians aso . hahas .




still . suffering from the sore throat nw . killing me difinitely .

study leave really sucks . and im practically wasting it .. zzz

outlaws dun even meet up and study alr . we're on our own nw .

and definitely im nt used to it . sian~

wad i know now is that i won't do well for the 'O's . abit too late nw .

zzz . and maths gonna screw me upside down . -.-

so after sunday i guess i should do something to my attitude all this .
sigh ~

2:26am 9thOCT

well . almost 1/3 of oct gone . hahas

n im still here .. blogging n relaxing .


well . maybe a great day ?.

studied and had fun .

reached home nt long ago only . hahas .

had a barcardi just nw . n it really sucked .

i rather buy 'Q' next time . hahas


well . i was thinking abt the few sms-es i received during the day .

why dun she just say she wants me back . but instead scold me and apologise so as to tell me that she still likes me

can't she just spare the scolding part ?. maybe it stood a chance but for nw . im so sure ur nt gonna be the one in my heart anymore .


well . had a haircut this afternoon . and it sucks .

kana conned. when the discount price was $7.90 .. after 1 hair wash . it is $13

and i brought $10 . so had to rush back home . andget the additional $3 . fucked up salon

den luckily . i met sihan on the way and borrowed $3 . gotta return him man -.-


and worse of all . the china's so-called 'pro' hairstylist screwed my back n my fringe . side-burn slightly screwed also .

conclusion is that my hair gt screwed


well . :) lucky there's always gatsby i can rely on to even make a lousy hairstyle to one thats average looking . phews -.-


ok. gtg . cyas peeps :)

12:10am 4thOCT

well . 2weeks more to the first paper . zzz -.-

shit sia . im still assuming that i still have 1month more to go .. actually its less than 35days alr -.-

sigh ~


nw the sight of exam papers gives me a nauseous feeling .

seriously i wanna vomit at the sight of em .

bt im going slower .. i dunno why . i guess i need someone to jio me go study till latre night bahs . hahs .

if nt i will just camp in front of the computer all the time doing nth -.-


wake up la wenyuan !. ur gonna get owned even by L1R4 .. zzz

11:07pm 2ndOCT

well . 2mths ago . i wan blogging at this time too ! lols

lame i noe -.-


well . guess today's kinda screw up .

no contacts for the rest of my life i guess .

maybe its good la . i wear contacts eye sure kana infections damn easily .

so made a new half-frame . getting it on thurs i guess -.-

abit disappointing nt able to make contacts . so that means i will continue to have effect of astigmatism when i play most sports .

sigh ~

nw it spreads to both eyes . no wonder the ring seems blurrer as day goes by -.-



well . had a short talk with derrick . thanks for the intention . but its useless i guess -.-

den had another shorter talk of the ones we had compared to last night .

hopefully things r going better but its just the matter of time something else will happen agn .

and after specifically reading all sorts of post by others just nw .

had some sudden thoughts that just came to my mind . but no way am i gonna say it out . lols


friends are just hard to come by .

and although ur nt a close one of mine nw .

i really cherished our friendship that we shared in the past .

brothers inscirbed in my heart - rock on .

we may be separating . but it will always live in our heart i believe .

guess its the end my brothers .

12:25am 2ndOCT

sad ~


well .. outlaws r going down .. matter of time i guess

maybe its just so damn fated that im nt allowed to have friends that i really cherish and for those outlaws used to be wadeva to do with us .. i really cherished the time . and there sure is an end to everything and i guess this is the time .


once a great friend . we may have braved through the toughest expressway in singapore in the middle of the night , we may have spent great times with one another in the arcade challenging some arcade games and aso drift alongside one another .. we may have been the best brothers of all time ever but it all ends in no warning ..


it just ends the way that no one wants it .

fate is toying me . thats wad that can be concluded from my point of view .

indeed it freaking hell marks the end since i return wad i supposed to .



sigh . maybe this teaches each and everyone of us that . our body may stay . bt the love and care will nv stay for another .

i just feel that . crying out for a lost friendship this time is definitely worth it .

and its all over ...



over ~


sometimes . its really unwilling for both parties to give it up . but ..its just us the gave it up before it can even be salvaged ...