3:07am 1stJan

HAPPY NEW YEAR FOLKS (:
and so , just came back from town after watching the dumb fireworks when i got blocked by some stupid chamber outside MS -.-

had steamboat for dinner too ,

but maybe it was abit the waste of money .

didn't eat much also -.- lols


sians la , i'm too tired to really blog nw actually .

i just wanna make my first 'o9 post .

maybe , i shall not have any resolutions this year (:



not getting closer

10:58pm 30thDec

and yup , the past 2 days sucked to the max .

my modem cocked-up and i can't use internet for days -.-

until i digged out a old dial-up modem , and unbelievably , it's working and running fast now (:


and ytd sucked since morning -.-

not to mention the long day itself , but seeing someone in the early morning just sucks .

seeing anyone related to that someone will just worsen my luck , everytime .


so yea ,

had those stupid flu syndromes once i entered the LT this morning .

or rather it got worse when i entered the LT , zz

and so , prolly tmr will be short day in school , den HomeSweetHome (:

anyway i'm working on new year's day .

a good way to save my money , hahahas



it's time i go off (:
i don't know what to do

1:30am 29thDec

yaa -.- i can't believe i need to actually post @ MAC in the middle of the night -.-

thanks to the dumb singnet which somehow screwed my internet -.-

thus , causing my not to blog for like 1day ?. and not surf the net as and when i WANT ! -.-


ok , and so , spent the day at orchard with ivan -.-

and watched a movie after so long , but somehow i forgot the name of it alr -.-


in the end , we still can't change the fact that school's re-opening agn tmr ,zz


its ok , school-ing is not a bad thing , sometimes .


it's been sometime,

2:51am 27thDec

and yup ,

had a day spent with my FM'o9 , still depressed abt the part when i gt sacked by Tottenham and got employed to manage a League2 team -.- wtf !


i doubt many would understand the previous part , but nvm (: there isn't a need for anyone to know .


just when i wanna get down and complete my part of the marketing plan ,

i felt like going out , lols


and so , moved out of house after dinner to visit the usuals .

mistook leisure park for skate park . LOL

and so , i went somerset instead of kallang -.-

lucky the bus16 saved my life , lols


and yup , went to geylang soon after for the beancurds . lol


and tmr comes to my mind nw , meeting at 3plus with group members -.-

nvm , i'll visit somewhere after it and maybe some mini shopping with the amount i have in my bank -.- less than $30 i guess ?. lol


here comes the GreatDepression , again -.-


perhaps i'm used to my life

3:56am 26thDec

and yup , its super late nw and i'm just back home -.-

chatted with some random indian uncle just nw with wg .

life stories of those old school gangsters (: nice . lols


but i'm supposed to return early and finish my task -.- zz



and so , had a fine Christmas eve but a not-so-merry Xmas .

was fun la , but the consequence sucked .

to summarise all

$400 on 2 piece of tissues ,and that shud be enuf , i guess ?. lols


ok , i shud end it early , and probably now -.-



missing it

12:52am 24thDec

lols , its CHRISTMAS eve ! again -.-


definitely not looking forward to this ,

cos i'm spending it the same way as last year -.-


sians lor .

nvm la ,

can save money also lor . lols

although i seriously feel like watching a movie -.- zz


and so , worked from 3-11 .

quite tiring and uber sian since most of my friends there ain't around .

but quite a number of chiobus around la , hahahas

anmd somehow i'm having itches around my arm and back since i reached home -.-


i hope it doesn't last long .

or i'll condemned myself and stay at home on a christmas eve . lol




but seriously , idk wad to do tmr . lols

the un-desired

1:55am 23rdDec

and so ,

spent the day with the usual group to WWW ,

and failed to spend time with those celebrating their birthdays and project group .


this time i'm really a bastard .

but ohwell ,

i was told much earlier , till the extent i almost forgot abt this outing -.-


its not that fun actually at WWW lor -.-

but nvm la , i least i've been there before alr (:

met jon after everything and learned some stuffs from him (:



ohya , visited the 'red house' at pasir ris .

but since its near evening , it isn't really scary .

tried to take a picture of it from the outside , but its abit unclear la ,

or maybe it's very -.- but i'll still post it (:








sometimes , i just don't feel it.

2:58am 22ndDec

and so ,

its the 250th post i made in this blog alr ! hahas !


and yup , i've just realised .

tmr will be equally hectic -.- seriously .


just when i thought , i could attend the group meeting ,

i was reminded that i had something on promised alr -.-


another day filled with fun (at WWW) and sadness (a great time to choke my wallet) then , zz

and i need to visit hougang again to collect my specs -.-



sians .

and tues , i'll start working agn .

while thurs will be a day off for me out with peeps agn .


i'm starting to feel ,

the 2weeks break ain't useful at all .

instead , its like popping Slim10 into my wallet .

if u all get wad it means -.-


and yup ,

today's 'tongzhi'

which means an end to the winter , i guess ?

and since my mum was too tired to make those 'tangyuan' that everyone's suppose to eat on this day according to chinese customs .

my dajiejie was kind enuf to draw this for me (:





lols , thanks den (: , appreciated ! .


time to end this i guess ?


it crossed my mind , again.

3:39am 21stDec

and so ,

visited the store and decided that i'm going back on tues (:


made my spectacles also before that .

and thus , i'm left with the fucking dumb MOE project and my hair -.-


sians lor .

the project will piss me off someday for sure .

and i just rmb-ed i've got other things to do also on monday . zz

shit sia , 2 outings and 1 meeting .


and the next day i'll need to worry abt will be ,

christmas eve ?.


sians la .

its time i need to think fast and come up with a plan soon .

my human processor is slacking too much . lol



against the negative flow

2:18am 20thDec

ohgosh !

its the 20th alr . lol

which means .

5days more to christmas and around 11days more before 'o8 fucks off (:


and so , one big holiday task completed .

met up with almost all of those i'm supposed to meet .

maybe it's time i recall my resolution for 2oo8 . lol


it'll take sometime , but i'm pretty sure 90% of those resolutions were not met .


but anyway .

11days more for me to fulfill those resolutions , even if i rmb them -.-


and yup , visited bugis not long ago to meetup with derrick and got my hairdye (:

as i'm pretty sure i won't have the money to go salon =x


and ya , finally rmb-ed to post the pic i had taken at some NationalGeographic shop located in Vivocity .

quite interesting la , esp this ->




hope it can be seen ah . lols


the last time i uploaded pics to my post was like a year plus ago when i visited some DnT shop -.-




tmr will be busy .

perhaps its time i put things in priority and not to my likings .



lonely-one & lovely-duo

how i wish ..

1:02am 19thDec

and yup ,

spent the day rotting at home .

went out alone ard the evening to collect some documents,

and visited saiful since i've met up with almost everyone that i haven't been contacting for sometime .

and nw i feel like going back PS and work agn .

yea , i'll consider it , hahas

anyway probably i won't need to go those bball trainings anymore (:

so yea , more time to work maybe ?


and so , was at kbox last night with ivan and joel .

wanted to just sing for awhile , and we left at 5.30 in the morning -.-

lucky i'm still able to speak today huh (:



sian sia ,

this short break seems to suffocate my wallet and me .

i wanna do alot of things lor .

like getting a nice frame ? and maybe getting a new color for my black hair when i'm seriously not used to seeing black hair .

or maybe just watch a freaking funny movie ?. lols .


sians lor .

in short ,

i need some of the most troublesome things in life , such as money.



the torture rack ;

3:14am 17thDec

ohwell .

and so , spent both days working at my dad's stall helping out .


and yup , visited zh's grandad wake ytd .

kinda sad sia , people pass and go in one's life .



went geylang with wandi just nw to have some supper .

had some chat and went home . lols

met weeguan soon after .


and he told me the news that he's moving away next monday . -.-


damn sian , more and more ppl leaving around me .

even though there's still times when we can meet .

but it won't be so convenient .

afterall , we've known each other since young .


and yup .

perhaps its time for me to take the fate's examination -.-



sians ,

i don't know what to do .

11:45pm 14thDec

and so , the time i woke up , was probably the time my aunt passed away .


10years ago , around this period of the year .

when i woke up , everyone i see gives a 'sad' expression .

i was like , wondering why ?. until i sat down beside my aunt .

and she said in chinese : 'wy , wai gong bu zai liao' ..

it meant , my grandad passed away .


weeks ago when we all knew of her disease .

i told my mum , maybe u wanna go visit ur sister 1 last time .

before u regret .

and she was mentioning about how busy she is helping my dad.

and i said , 'if u wan , maybe u can go on the 15th when my holiday starts . i'll just cover u for a few days .'

and yup , tmr's the 15th .


sometimes , things like this are just coincident.

when i heard she's willing to accept treatment .

i was thinking , perhaps i could still see her the very last time at CNY next month ?.


and ya .

when the news of her death arrived ,

i was thinking , i must go see her the very last time .

no matter how ugly she is , i just wanna look at her the last time .

but yea , since they said probably her face would be covered .

i see no point in going back too anyway .

sometimes , life is so unpredictable ,

for once when we all thought some 'bastard' finally died ,

the next thing we know , he's bringing my aunt along 7feet down under just weeks later .


maybe this was all planned for her .



when i used to thought the world is fine , with all sorts of normal people around,

but now , seeing what's around me ,

perhaps the world isn't right anymore.



the unexpected ; sad and pitiful

1:24am 14thDec

ohwell .

a day spent rotting at home . zz


and yup , training cancelled .

sians la .

i dunno wads the world coming to man .

good friends can betray one another .



and yup , just when i was thinking about a person's principles .

i'm forced to come out with one within days .


ohwell , i hate decision-making

even though i alr had one in mind .


its time i find what i have deep inside me .



and so , i'm running out of cash .

$5 left .


i'm lazy , yet i need money .



a step at a time , or 3 fatal-steps ?

1:49am 13thDec

ok , and so ,

its my dad's birthday now . lol


but nvm , it'll take forever before he can read happy birthday ! ,

so i'll just save it (:



had a great day with the usual peeps !

even though Escape sucks , and lucky enough to see some bunch of people that i really don't wish to see .


but nvm , the fun was enough to cover everything .

tmr will be a day filled with torture i guess .

ohwell then -.-



sians , its time to source for money again .

zz , i hate money to the core .


just a crash-ed crush .

3:00am 12thDec

and so .

another birthday celebration going on later -.-


nvm then , i'll have fun , i believe ?


happy belated birthday jacky !

happy birthday esther !


and yup , the paper sucks ,

sakae sushi buffet rocks (:


and so , visited jazz pub with the other classmates .

yup , usual stuffs then .



a happier life.

1:27am 11thDec

ohwell .

spent 2nights at zh's house .


tried to study for awhile ,

nvm then , since its alr the last paper .


and yup .

the papers i finished so far don't seem positive to me .

probably i shud worry about it after 2weeks of term break .


and yup ,

i'm alr thinking what shud i do during this holiday .

with the following scenarios :


December is a horrible month , with alot of birthdays !

Probably i'll need to handle many time-consuming activities , like looking for the agent which haven't call me since months ago , zz


probably , i shud not work .




somehow , the plan did worked out .

and it reminds me of logic gates , though Dfund's over alr .

its like , when u have 2 positive inputs .

the output shows a 'x' .

shall nt explain further then (:



thus , i gave up / -.-

12:46am 8thDec

and yup .

studied for awhile at KFC with wandi today .


was not that efficient due to the short time but ,

since i'm near to finishing , it doesn't matters .


somehow i sacrificed Dfund today .

when i'm supposed to do Dfund and Emaths today .


nvm then .

i'll need to find a proper place to study tmr .

a place good enuf for me to chiong everything .



sians lor ,

1 last day before maths paper .



i'm envious laaaa TT

1:30am 7thDec

and so , was woken up by some christians knocking on my door in the early afternoon.
lucky they gave me a loaf of bread .

if not the next thing they might probably receive from me is some negative stuffs . LOL

nah , that guy was a schoolmate of mine , but somehow i realise only 1minute after he left my doorstep , ohwell.


and so , went back to school and studied with the others .

was quite effective la . lols

at least i cleared some doubts lor .


and so , went to do some shopping ard TM since i didn't felt like going home at 5pm ? . lol

went huichen's hse after that to study a lil' bit more .

and my conclusion for today will be , give up on those problem solving questions .

and yup , i shud thank teacher huichen too (: , TerimaKasih.

i know ur reading this , hahahas


and probably , joining wandi to study tmr then . (:


yawns .


sometimes , its hard to convince oneself .

12:43am 6thDec

ok . a fine day (:


everything was kinda successful in school for today ,

probably cos i attended 2hours of lesson only ? . zz


probably the exciting part of the day will be , climbing up some rooftop around the sports complex -.-

in short , the ball just went up the roof somehow , and landed at the other side of the roof .



and yup , bballed for awhile with the usuals and got free sun-tanning and slightly overcook-ed. lols

time to study agn i guess ?



appeared and gone ; ohwell .

12:29am 5thDec

just days before term test for now .


and sad to say , i'm still not very motivated to start studying -.-

maybe , i've lost the eagerness to do well alr , lols


nvm then , if its supposed to come , it will .

i'll just force myself for the time being .


probably a bad night , losing 2 dota games in a row .

its time i tell myself , maybe -random ain't meant for me . lols


tmr will be a pretty short day . lols

so maybe i shud convince myself to go bball with the others despite the chances of raining is quite high -.-



by right , i shud be studying now ,

but since i touched dota , studying won't be efficient .

its time i tell myself , dota can wait , not the term test -.-


maybe , i shud go continue studying , since i'm full of energy now (had 2 bananas earlier on) =x



i gave up .

12:41am 4thDec

and so , a pretty long day today .

spent with my mum .


got a new SE phone .

somehow getting a new phone doesn't excite me anymore , unlike in the past .

when i can meddle with the phone whole day long ,

and probably its the very first time i let my new handset to charge for full 8 hours . lol


and so , i got a T700 .

its good enuf for me i believe .

and the bass thingy rocks !




my studying mood has yet to come , and its like just days before exams ? -.-


probably i won't do well this time .

too late to chiong anyway .

i know i won't be able to make it .. ohwell


and yup .

finally bought my deodorant perfume today ,

and also a uber random t-shirt . lols


in short , my wishlist for the other day was almost completed . lols


now , i just need 1 last thing , the motivation !


the motivation to start ,

11:59pm 2ndDec

and so , its a good and bad day .


good as in , misunderstandings being cleared .

bad as in , its a freaking long and tiring day .


and so , went golden mile with zh for his bus tickets .

visited bugis abit too late to check out the hp availiable .


i guess i've got a phone in mind alr , although it ain't very good , but good enuf for me (: , wahhahaas



hopefully , i'll get a new hp tmr (: hahahas .


and also maybe more ppl will sms me , hahahas !

ok,i'm thinking too much .


its time to give up ,

12:02am 2ndDec

ohwell .

another day passed .

filled with disgusted sights .


shall not elaborate more then .

and yup , just checked the prices online for those phones .

and seriously , i think that $100voucher is kinda useless .


i can't really get a phone that i want . lols

but nvm , its time i learn to get something practical .

perhaps it's time i change my wishlist too .


hahahahahas .




probably , i'll do badly for the 2 test(s) today . zz

somehow luck was with me during Dfund , but i hope it'll stay until all results for term test shown .

and so , i'm gonna screw up for tmr's CDS as well . zz


its time for me to not waste any more time .

gtg then (:



exposed =x ; wtf is the world coming to ?