12:17am 1stOCT

happy children's day ! . hahhas

well . nw september's gone .

n im still sleeping -.-


after browsing thru some posts of others .. i kinda felt sad ehs -.-
seriously


i can imagine another fren of mine falling to the anti-abc side -.-

esp from the side of neutral .

a great sigh ~~


well . gonna return the money tmr .

abit sad to part with money bt its used to finish everything once and for all i guess .

its a need to do so .


well . spent my day in house slacking and told my mum many things finally .

for once i realised y weekends r meant to be spent with family and maybe singapore's government is right encouraging peeps to spend more time with their families .


i guess it works for me once in a while only . hahs :)

well . at least i have a mini-chance of getting contact lens and told my mum abt my thots of piercing an ear-hole . hahas


so generally happy for today bahs .

woots . ~ cyas peeps :)

cmon la .u just suck big time yea

and its so damn true

12:22am 27thSEP

just back from mac . hahas

tried a vodka the first time just now .

really nice . Vodka Green Apple !


8% of alcohol is sure nice when u take 1 full gulp . looking forward to try more of such stuff . hahas


well.. after browsing thru the green-coloured entry proof .. time is almost up and it really is the last lap .


and more likely im cutting down on dota to 1 game a day ?. or hopefully none .


nt much to mention for today .. but something great was although being found late the 5th time . i escaped the caning . hahas :)

bt im sure the next time if im late . it is sure caning

bt its cos of ms ong that my 5th time late gt discovered ..

guards r dumb . but teachers r ridiculous just bcos block periods aren't working well with students and teachers . esp students .


well .. hopefully i can have a big sponge to suck in everything in this period of time before the block period ends ... sigh ~ .


my hunch tells me its mission impossible -

10:16pm 25thSEP

well . so near yet so far

yea its the big 'O's .

screwed my dnt . C6 it will be .. maybe i'll be counting on comb humans to pass ..

bt likely nt . lols.

dnt n comb humans seemed equally difficult .




sigh .~

another wacky day at cheng's hse .

had a game of dota and some revision plus abit of resting .

sian diao ~


i need a fast way to improve my maths and comb sci ASAP ~.

lucky i went to sch for the block periods today .

at least learnt something abt chem bahs . SS is really slacking .

for those unfortunate soul that nv came .. aww~

hopefully our block periods wouldn't be removed due to the 11present and 20 absent incident . lols



anyway it was so great sitting right at the front and having so lil' peeps in class .

no retards like mingyang to disrupt the usually boring chem lessons.

SS is hopeless for nuts . -.-


well . nt much to add on , hopefully the blocks made would at least help me in my aim for at least an A2 in maths and maybe comb sci .. sigh~

i just gt a feeling i cannot make it .. argh -.-



signin' off . cyas peeps :)

12:42am 25thSEP

lols.. crap and terrible day .

dun ask . just craps in lesson . abit of fun after sch . and terrible after that .

signin' off abit earlier. cyas peeps :)

10:59pm 23rdSEP

aww.. 1more week that marks the end of september ..

2more weeks before the end of all dumb block periods . zzz



finished physics tys at last .. hopefully practices would help


well .. day nt really well spent ..

went to work in the morning .. tuition in the afternoon with some bunch of kids

oh yea .. ms tan's gonna skin me after visiting her blog just nw .. lols .

bt giving tuition on sundays really no-life lor -.-

well .. i should end here i guess .. nt much to add on too..



cyas peeps . and good peeps are often the ABCs .. right marc ?. i noe ur reading it . lols

1:28AM 22ndSEP

well .. approaching the end of september soon .

felt like blogging too after seeing the blogs of others around me . hhas

grad day was somehow great or wad .. only at the latter part .

mass was seriously crap .. bt better than some craps found in stones.



talks were kinda great bt seems no effect on me .

vids made were kinda disappointing .. bt i like the song . anyone knew the song ?. lols

anyway its e4 . who cares abt the vids . we have our waggie clubs . hahas .

thats something definitely unforgettable abt e4 .. great peeps like marcus lim, dexter and aaron and all others too .


after viewing marc n someone's blog .. it made me felt the 4years past was a great waste indeed .. bt at least it filled up parts of my memories .

from 2'e3 to 4'e4 . hahas

class tees were great too .. and best of all the pics we all took as a class .. exception of noel who went home so early after the buffet . lols

guess its the last 2yrs that i enjoy being a gabrielite.. at least i have classmates that are of the same type as me . lols .




a great class to remember .. e4 rock on !

10:58pm 20thSEP

awww .. im crazy abt suetyee ~


well .. days nt getting successful for me .

tmr's grad day ~ . terrible sehs. sch so LC .

hopefully i can finish physics TYS by sat bahs .. zzz

i really wanna freakin' hell pass get distinction for my comb. science n maths lor ..

nvm .. hopefully the 1mth will help .. bt i doubt . seriously.


sigh ~ so so depressing ..

maybe i dun wanna watch movie on sunday lerhs .. i seriously gt no mood ..

this prelim has really shook me up .. sigh .. bt i guess its abit too late nw -.-


cyas peeps .. nice day for u guys ,

grad day will suck big time,,

1:01am 20thSEP

lols . C6 for maths . screwed myself upside-down this time round .

well .. im trying to achieve A2 for science and emaths for the 'O's .. i really can't stand C6 and E8 anymore . lols

well . it all starts from ytd .

went mac to really do my physics TYS just nw .

im gonna finish the TYS by SAT . yes i am going to .


im gonna fail ENG terribly for god's sake. zzz



went cheng's house agn . so nice . lols

studied n sleep !

well . before going cheng's house . had games of cards with anson they all .

i've decided to tell anson the fact since he asked for it . and hopefully he would get the idea right thats its just the prob with me and not the whole group .

so .. yah . zz .

guess i can make do without the plan of going MIA alr . since the situation seems that its obvious abt my choice of what to do alr . lols


so save a load of an effort in that . hahas .

well . have to really do my best and must get A2 for maths n sciences .. if nt i will really let myself down .hahas .



cyas peeps . have a good day

10:48pm 18thSEP

nt a great day ~.


caused by :

-results

well . terrible scores for comb sci .. seriously i felt dam sad for lousy results the first time .. sigh .. so depressing ..

i put in effort for the first time .. after seeing aziz's efforts and his result . im so-so far from wad he did ..sigh ~

though the first sight of physics score is super depressing .. it was soon realised that they missed out 1part of a paper n nv mark for me .. so making the section 1/20..

although that shud be more consolative .. it doesn really makes me feel better ..

seriously.


-photo-taking

took the graduating pics this time round .. bt felt super terrible .. thanks to the add-ons from the earlier disappointing results ..

separated with peeps around .. sigh .

anyway . can't be blamed . its wad i did to allow this terrible plight of mine to happen . so . LOL agn for consolation :)


-reflections


after certain reflections esp things that happened in the photo-taking .. reflections made me feel terrible ..

bt like mentioned above . its my own doings . lols

nt worth sighing anymore .. since i've lost 1 friend . i should have mentally prepared to lose the others as well ..

however .. i seriously thinks that the prob might have lied in me . bt the person who pulled the trigger were just someone so insignificant .. lols

i seriously underestimated the effects and it badly affected me . really :)


i can't deny their powers . really . mind is something strong in them . weak in us .


with my slight dead and stubborn thinkings . it seriously pisses me off and thus causing wad is happening to me rcently ..
that seriously is the cause of all problems that is always in me .


bt nth much i can do nw . really ,

wad i can really say nw is that sorry is nt gonna be the word for me .





thru this lesson . i understand how terrible a person i am in making friends and how hopeless i am in salvagin them .. so seriously ..its too late to even have salvations .


my faith in friends dropped greatly too .. honestly . to those who are really my friends in sch now and if ur reading this . im sorry if u find me changed . cos even once a great friend of mine and i r having such situations .. i dunno wad will i do next if things like that happen again ..


seriously . its my fault i gotta admit it .

its me thats the cause of all problems . but its somebody else that triggered all sorts of problem .




well . spent the day in cheng's house .

slept . studied . played


and im determined to go vivo this weekend to study..yea.!



i've lost all and gained none'

11:15pm 17thSEP

sigh ~

so many things upcoming .

0% of fun . 100% of craps



bought a new wax just nw


bt who cares . doesn change my current state nw ..


it just nv comes at the right time i guess.

and different this time round



maybe it shud be a denial for nw ..

if its really nt meant for me .. or rather the other way round ..


sigh ~


spoilt day

10:59pm 16thSEP

ohh crappy old crap ..

mid of september already?.thats fast . lols


well . bloody hell completed DnT craps on friday . C6 liao lor -.-

unconstructive weekend i had . bball n bball .

didn mangae to help out in the stall .conlusion: no extra money :(

meaning :takes another week to finish clearing that darn debt .. sigh~


guess the song wake me up when september ends really helps ..esp during this period ...

lame~


well .. block periods r definitely relaxing .. hopelessly boring too -.-



wake me up~

12:52am 15thSEP

lols . prelims over ~.

well . nt worth celebrating though .block periods coming up


learned many things in bball and dota from day to night . lols

must change my habit ehs . zzz

sian . this is what happens when talented soul aren't on ur side .

learn by chance


well well. have to return my debts that has been stale since months ago :)

once clearing this. its once and for all and im nt so-gonna-care anymore .


and this shall mark the end i guess ...


definitely nt worth it ..

bt there isn't much to do either ...



sometimes . its just the best things that last the shortest while..

1:02am SEP13th

SECRET rocks ! . woots. lols

well . caught secret finally this evening . :)

indeed a nice show . :)

bt something better happened i guess :)

something lucky too . dropped my ez-link . found it within 15mins . lols:)


was a good day..


flunkistry

11:12pm SEP10

wad a day -.- sch that lasts 1hr15mins .


well . usual craps after except i went home so much earlier . hahas

played . sleep and sleep before tuition started . lols

feeling so terrible nw . down with a flu currently .

gt a feeling im so screwed up tmr .

imagining it seems terrible . a bad addition to the usual 'good' luck of mine during practicals.

hope i dun die breathing in poisonous oxides . lols



well . the day seriously sucked .

stayed at home since afternoon and im down with a flu nw .. hais~



good luck ,have FUN for tmr


finally i gt my bloody ez-link card done -.-

since last friday -

new haircut too -.- a crappy one.


cyas peeps :i

6thSEP 10:34PM

yea yea . craps craps


wad a week . 4am to 12 . my sleeping times :)

well . nt a great week . nth much is really processing .

so . getting slack-ish .zzz




argh .. situations n things aren't helping .

im stopping initial d for a awhile i guess . hahas

save money for some purposes that peeps shudn't noe except cheng . lols

AND . tmr's history . n wad had i done ?. almost nth .

well . same tactic as usual . the purpose wacking of course .as usual

oh yea . collect something aso . hahas .:)




guess i gt nth much to add .. i just need a darn wallet soon .. hahas


cyas peeps .

good luck fer everythin'


its nt her :) i hope ?. n 5% of guessin'

can someone just come ?.im kinda 'no-life' .

life scrolls r just hard to come by sometimes ..

1:42am 4thSEP

well well .

did many things . only gt conclusions though so far

ratatouille rocks.

maybe its her this time :)