3:04am 1stSEP

LOLS .

here comes September .

and 1 year ago . im using this song ' Wake Me Up When September Ends ' to wake myself up . lols


ohwell . guess its pretty useless .

1 year ago im planning to like go ITE to bball .

and 1 year later i somehow got myself thrashed by others in bball -.- zz



ohwell ~

somehow im facing some problems here with some girl and myself .

i took the first step but obviously the stepping stone let me down .

whilst for myself , i can't seem to get back my original form this few days .
its getting more and more difficult for me to move around in bball . compared to months ago , or even a year ago .


yea . so i guess,

Firstly , i gotta work harder .

Secondly , i still have to work harder

or perhaps lastly ?, give up -.-


yea . guess its time to elaborate on my day .

shopped alone the whole afternoon .

Comex rocks my sock man !

bought HDD for myself and joel , and some psp stuffs .

yea . saw many many many many many CHIOBUS around !

compared to the disappointing saturday night when i met some of the chio-est in my class with rafi , however still a great disappointment . lol


and yea . missed the clubbin' session with rafi .

sians . shal not elaborate on the disappointing reason .

and yea . bought a havanas as there was a 20% off .


lucky ivan was arund to be my ATM . wahahhas .

thanks to the 2 HDD i bought , it cost me my savings . lol


SO . I'm looking forward to :

Tmr's bball , i doubt it will be a success due to the organiser(s) .

Kbox on Tues , ((:

AND . I'm not looking forward to :

the XL jerseys on SAT .




ohwell . gotta go i guess . (:



i guess i just gave up . ohwell !

3:11am 31stAUG

so fast . its alr the end of August ,


and yea . felt kinda upset on friday .

ate ALOT to kill that negative feeling of mine .

yea . maybe i think too much .

and maybe its time i give up .

pointless


yea . so now im kinda worried about my game on saturday .

firstly , the jersey size -.-

lastly , my performance .


i can't abt the first prob . ohwell

and yea . my form lately sucked horribly .

how to play siah ~ -.- zz


ohwell . i've gt 5more days to brush up my form



and yea . kbox on tues and maybe tmr .

but HDD is my priority .




and yea . went out with rafi agn today .

wanted to be a kind soul to visit Huichen at CK .

ended up meeting elaine and her at cine .

damn sian la ~ no chiobu out today -.-

and to think that im so lucky enuf to dine with my classmates . ohwell ~


yea . so decided to go PS first as i knew they are going to shop .

im only interested in shopping my own items .


so . went back CJ .

HtooHtoo resigned

Saiful transferred -.-



well , I'm the only oldest staff in PS nw -.-


lols . alright . off to psp !

cyas peeps !



i hope , someone will strike me soon .

i'm getting bored man ~

2:56am 29thAUG

hahahahahahas !

finished all papers at last ! phew ~

nw praying i dun get any sup paper . lol


and yea . decided to go visit derrick awhile at kallang bahru .

went off to pay wandi a visit first . lols

lucky he was with me .


and yea . knew much much more about him . hahas

guess thats all la .

cyas peeps ! . gonna visit st gabs in hours time !



there when she said she don't mind , and there goes the reply

ohwell ~

3:14am 28thAUG

woots / last paper in less than 12hours time .

booo ~ im still studying -.-


ohwell . simply happy after knowing that im not an 'irritant' yet . ((:


alright . time to continue studying .

cyas peeps ! (:



i hope i will be lucky enough to get a chance ((:

Thanks to NESSA -.-

#1 Where would you go if someone sponsors you with an air ticket?

good question , i dunno?

#2 What's your favourite thing to do?

bball with the usuals (:

#3 Do you think money can buy happiness?

no ?~

#4 If you were given a chance to receive something what will it be?

acknowledgement from all

#5 Things that you cant live without:

PSP ! maybe bball ? and those understanding pals (:

#6 What are you afraid to lose?

my peaceful mind

#7 If you win 1 million dollars,what would you do?

Buy over that empty apartment beside my apartment . my dad's dream (:

#8 What do you dream of doing in the future

A job enough to feed me and keep me contented (:

#9 List down 3 good points of the person who tagged you.

funny

very very friendly

filial ?. lols

#10 What makes you happy?
just being with my old gang . seriously (:

#11 What type of ppl do you hate the most?

backstabbers ,arrogant , those who mocks at one but not realising he or she has got more things to get mocked at

#12 If you have super powers what would it be?

able to talk to anybody i want

#13 Would you go for happiness or money?

happiness (:

#14 Who do you think is the most important ppl in your life?

my brothers .

#15 If you have a girlfriend would you die for her?

depends (: unless i found out things that i hate about her .lol

#16 Who's the last person who hugged you?

been quite awhile . theresa i guess ? eee ~

#17 What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?

Score 'A' for CKT and Esfac

#18 Who are you close to?

mt brothers . all of them .

#19 Are you courageous enough to tell to tell the person you like her?

if im very confident (:

#20 If you could do one thing all over agn what would you do?

go back to stgabs ?

7 things that scare you:

Girls with makeup

Molestive girls

Cries

Public presentation

Injuring my elbow

Personal matters

Horribly wrong decisions


7 things that you like the most:

BBALL !

PSP !

SLACK !

Noodles !

no more lah -.-


7 important things in my room:

Laptop ?

Modem ??

TV !

Air-con ?

my Doraeman blanket *oops

Closet ?

Hiding area (:


7 random facts about me:

im a lousy bball player . seriously

i enjoy being alone usually

i'm friendly only if the other one is (:

i enjoy ignoring others .

i dislike girls , unless i think ur different .

i LOVE dazing !

i usually watch movie with my GF only .


7 things i plan to do before i die:
making everyone happy (:

sell away everything i have to check my total value . lols

get everyone i met before to come my funeral

change someone's life

laugh to my heart's content

wad else ?


7 things i can do:

Sleep . my forte

Listen to someone

Keep quiet

Complain

Forgive

Forget

Ignoring someone


7 things you are attracted to the opposite sex:

CUTEE !

Keeping quiet all the time

Enjoy sleeping or bball

SMILE (:

Frank

wad else ?


7 things i always say:

WALIEW !

WadTheFuck

zzz

LOL

Sians ~

KP LA !

yayaya ~


7 persons to do this quiz

Pauline

Ivan

Joel

Derrick

Esther

Rachel

???


finally im done -.-

3:16am 27thAUG

ohwell . CKT over and done with .

kinda tedious though .

anyway . 1more day to Esfac , meaning?

HOLIDAYS ! ((:


and yea . glanced thru my tagboard .



sians .

its so fast . its approaching the 9th month .

the recent fireworks stuff reminded me of some of the romantic stuffs i used to do .

anyway . i guess the next one will be NewYear's day .

i seriously hope there will be someone that will go with me this 31stDEC .

someone more than a friend of cos (: if possible thats the case .


and so . i guess im classified under irritants by her now .

ohwell . how ?

alright . time to go sleep (:

looking forward to kbox , work and of cos my 3on3 2weeks later (:

cyas peeps !



my love hasn't knock her door'

12:48am 26thAUG

ohyea .

cleared 2 papers in a day .

i guess i did horribly . for both

since its over . we shall not think about it ((:


ohwell . kinda made my decisions after some thinking

like:
i will not continue even as a social smoker.

and i will go for talkativefingers .


and somehow im getting pissed every night when my mum just opens my door and tell me 1 sentence stuffs .

when she knows i won't even bother to respond .

maybe she didn't know ?.lol


and yea . im gonna prepare for tmr's ckt .

i wanna get as high as possible . seriously

since i had already lose out in maths and ckt -.-


alright . gtg then (:



talkativefingers the right one ?

10:41pm 24thAUG

sians ~

went studying pretty early today .

12noon early ?. LOL


i seriously got no mood to blog today .

my intentions here is to RANT !


and so .

to the curious people out there .

yes . i do smoke ((:

and i dunno why people nowadays give me the 'WTF' look when they know i smoke .

WHATS wrong with smoking ?. seriously

nvm . i shall not blab anymore .

sometimes i ask myself , why do i bother about what others think ?.

but since i do get bothered by what others think about me . ohwell


I'm starting to think alot nowadays .

i wonder .


I'm seriously feeling damn sian now .

I understand why some gets ostracized when they picks up some hated habits .

I understand now the feeling of being given 'that kind of look' .

I understand much more now .



taking my first paper in 8hours time .

wish me luck .



talkativefingers dao-ed me

2:46am 24thAUG

omigosh .

in around 30hours ? will be my IWD paper.

zzz la .

i think im gonna flunk horribly this time round .

i didn't even study la today .

woke up too late . and of cos that horrible weather .

i guess im TOO lazy -.-


and so .

nvm . i shall not say my plans for this coming afternoon .

cos often when i say it out .

i can't seem to do it .




sian diao la . ~

i wonder what am i thinking sometimes .

i always make the wrong decisions .

always -.-


and yea . was like browsing thru my comments from the time i started Friendster .

and i realised more about me .

for example:
I'm much happier when i work,comparing to the life i have now -.- .

I love to hear nice things

I think I'm more appreciated when I help someone in work than i help someone in other stuffs .



sigh .

I think i shud find some stuffs that can make me find out about myself . seriously

and i think ..


i like talkativefingers ?

1:26am 22ndAUG

so . August is coming to an end already .

and im still struggling with maths and iwd .

haven't touch ckt and esfac .


i think i will do badly this time for the exams .

why?.

wasted too much time . take that dumb airport trip when i did only 1 maths question for the day ?.

badly organised schedule .

caught a flu and affected me for like 2days ?.

zzz

and the iwd notes that i had browsed through doesn't really help me in regaining knowledge .

and why must the past year exam papers that are given comes without answers ?. zzz



anyone viewing this particular post . forgive me .

im ranting ALOT

i guess i can't go k-session this sat . and also the cemetery trip .

sian la ~

off to do some squats .



i'm getting desperate

12:46am 20thAUG

omigosh .

its the 20th alr . lols

alright . rotted at mac again with rafi .

no chiobus . lol

bt saw a plump girl that looked like pauline . LOLS


anyway . got some past years maths papers from wenling .

i think i can pass .

gimme 2days time . seriously .

meanwhile , i should :

double up my pace

eat lesser

chiong longer

guess that should be enough .

looking forward to another exciting excursion la . lols

this time probably under a better weather and of cos more fun-loving people (:




alright . wasted $20 today . or probably more .

that means :

gotta eat lesser

spend smart

and rot at BK more often -.-


sian la .

having backaches nw .

too much squats i guess . lol


alright . gtg

cyas peeps !



thankyou ! (:

12:43am 19thAUG

ohwell . wasted a day at the airport . doing only 1 maths question .

and i knew that will all happen !

zzz . why did i go there and waste my day ! WHY ?!



nvm la . at least made some new friends from the other class and visited the redlight districts with them .(i shall not mention their names)

its damn exciting la .

the gambling dens , stalls selling porn dvds and also imported 'po-po-keh' . LOL


and yea. realised the 'eyecandy' i spotted the other day was actually attached . awww~

wanted to like asked for her msn and start talking to her la -.-

to think that im lucky to spot her friendster profile .

sian la ~

ohwell .


and i'm starting to realise .

its damn difficult to be my normal self la nowadays .

since i stepped into poly .

i decided to somehow used a fake identity .

and only showed some of the 'real ones' .

as it seems like there's nt many ppl around me that can accept the personality or character i have in me .



and seriously . its damn tiring .

people starts to think differently of me when they realised some facts about me .



so what if im the only crow in a group of pigeons ?.

when the group used to think of me being of their kind ?.

till the day i decided to admit im actually a 'crow' .


sometimes .



ohwell . enuf ranting for the day .

i shall work doubly hard tmr .

not just for the coming exams .

maybe letting more people accept me .



sometimes , im really thankful that there's actually a group of friends that accepts my shortcomings .

probably we had the same shortcomings la ?

but those are what i really can call friends . seriously


cyas peeps . too much ranting for today XD


sigh ~

12:31am 18thAUG

ohwell . studied for a day with rafi . lols

slightly more fruitful i guess . at least someone somehow taught me abit of maths .

and yea. enjoyed listening to the conversations between his friends .

i just realised i actually enjoy eavesdropping . lol
and yea. i think his friend melissa or wad is cute laa ~

too bad didn had much chance or rather courage to go talk to her more. zzz



and yea . watching MANUTD VS NEWCASTLE nw .

lost my first bet within 25mins . cos newcastle scored first -.- zzz

and i got a very strong feeling i will lose my second bet as it dun seems like ManUtd intends to score another one .

so . i guess there goes my $10 -.-


nvm den . lol

if i win i will treat those around me some food . seriously . like those who studies with me ?. LOL

too bad guys ~




alright . the start of study week .

hopefully i will not face the sup-papers . LOL !


cyas guys (:


the desperado me

2:11am 17thAUG

ohwell . spent a day studying in mac .(:

bt i doubt its much helpful . lols


had a great night with the old gang (:

after so long ~


alright . 2weeks more to September .

and so :


EPL started ! hurray !

time to visit SingaporePools . and maybe make some generous donations to them

1week more the the exams

2weeks more to the holidays

and also

3weeks more to the 3on3 im gonna join .

im looking forward to play my notanker team with benedict .

only if feremy agrees to play . lol


anyway . i doubt my team can get into the 2nd round la

nowadays im like getting slower and less responsive in bball la . zzz

which means i will drag down the team -.-

and im only 17going18 .

and i doubt there's time for coordinating la .

and let's not even mention my personal form . zzz

ohwell . ~

i guess my time's over alr . zz


cyas peeps ! (:





watch me !

12:37am 15thAUG

ohwell . watching USA vs Greece now . Olympics basketball .


USA owning again . but definitely this will be much more interesting than the game against China . lol

ohyea . slacked in school for the whole day .

found out that :

i passed my WRTORAL ((:

i wasted my time on careless mistakes in CKT

i seriously cannot do maths an Esfac .


alright . ~

and i haven't even started planning for my study week . niceone


guess i shud end here then .

nothing interesting to blog about for the day . lols

except for the fact that its the first time i wore a long pants to school .

LOL


muahahahas ~ zz

11:32pm 13thAUG

ohwell .

im like blogging earlier daily . lols


anyway . tried doing esfac

bt i guess im too tired .

thus causing the short-temperament in me


yawns . ~ zz

super tired la today .

finally i can not bring my shoe bag tmr ((:

finally .

how i wish joelpeh will jio me to a Kbox session soon .

i wanna ENJOY !

niceone .

study week followed by ALL the papers -.-


seriously hoping that i can study alone peacefully .

and of cos at one of my fav spots . lol


alright .

trying to recap what happened to me since the very first time i stepped into TP .

guess i'm much luckier than my joel shifu .

so i think i shall grumble less and appreciate more .


hopefully i can la . towards a person who grumbles usually . -.-


guess i shall stop here

cyas peeps ! ((:


where'd you gone ?.

12:09am 13thAUG

slept kinda early this few days .

for some reasons which i dun even know why ?. lol



and yea . hopefully the last post did some help . even if its 0.5%



ok . forgotten wad i wanted to type due to some age problems . nvm -.-


and yea . sad enuf , didn't managed to bball just nw .

as when we're abt to go down . it started raining alr . lols

anyway forgot to cut my nails . so it might be better since it rained . lol

god dun want me to scratch anyone accidenttally .


remind me of the Great Speeches made earlier in the day by people around me . lol

enjoyed listening (: seriously




and yea . guess thats all for the day . hahas




when i think of the past ,

it reminds me of the countless regrets .

when i imagine about my future ,

i just wanna lead a 'quiet' life with my partner .

when i look at what i am now ,

it will be better if i sleep and start dreaming again

hopefully not to wake up anymore* (:

*applicablee only if i get to choose that particular sweet dream

1:05am 12thAUG

ohwell . exams are around the corner . hahas


alright . shall write about my blueish monday (:

as i didn't felt like talking since morning .

my mouth was shut throughout .

of cos not towards some in class -.-

and yea. gym after that and thats all . lols

how boring ~


nvm . i've been wanting to blog abt my views on certain stuff since days ago .

bt somehow i remembered it not long ago only . so yea



if u somehow dun get it . den i guess its none of ur businezz den .


alright . personally . i'd like to say .

I believe , and I'm in the middle of all this craps .

yea .

so . having A being kind enough to make effort .

and B probably thinking that A has gone overboard .

i believe its this way . personally

how accurate is it . i dunno .


and yea . so here comes the 50thCentury when the wadeverlin in Soviet Union decides to break off with the whole world .

especially the Europeans and Americans .

alright . this is history .

and yea . solutions used in historical situations might be applicable in this A&B's case .

I won't bother to type out the historical solution that was implemented .

and thats all i guess .

I'm unaware of the truth , and i shall not talk much about it .



alright . back to businezz .

guess the new challenge has been pretty tricky .

yea . thinking of ways of how and what to do . seriously . lols

first time doing such crappy stuffs .

and yea . off to my dreamland for brainstorming

maybe after looking at how China gets thrashed in bball again by the Americans , this time round womens (:



this post is long ~


hope i wished -

12:49am 11thAUG

ohyea .

met up with anson after so long . hahas

watched Money Not Enough 2 and caught up with one another .


personally recommends it to my dad .

cos its almost 90% hokkien . my dad's primary language .


yes , he can't really speak chinese or english .



and yea . watched part of Spain VS Greece in the Basketball Olympics .

guess wad . Spain's ball controller or playmaker is only 17 !

and he's fking fast -.- how imba ~


and now watching hw USA tears China apart -.-

yea .

not much of a showcase . zzz


alright . i wanted to at least study abit for my exams .

and thanks to the olympics , i can't really concentrate .

LOL

and just realised my attempts were futile

ohwell . luckily it lasted for 2days only .phew ~



and there goes my chance i guess . aww ~

12:13am 10thAUG

ohya . so 1/2 of August gone ?. ohwell


FIRST TIME :
buying skinny jeans for myself =x

eating FishandCo .

seated behind the cannons -.-

walked from esplanade to boon keng


enuf of 'first' times i guess.

lols .

i'm more concerned abt something else

yes (: something else


ohwell .

gotta study soon i guess .

sian sia .

all of em are killer subjects . zz


alright . off to dota then . lol

is it you ?

1:09am 9thAUG

Happy Birthday Singapore !! . woots !


yeayea . sadly its on saturday .

no public holiday . aww ~




yea . had some fun browsing around friendster awhile ago .

and that reminds me of the resolution i made since friday morning .

and upon the first obcenity [ spelt this way ?] i see early in the morning .


ohwell . wad great turnoffs .

I WAN GO BACK ST GABS !!


bear with it then . thats the only choice .

as and when u change a new environment .

things and people around u changes as well [ dur ?]

so . i'm gonna accept the fact that im receiving tertiary education and everything is free for show (:



alright . exams around the corner .

and feeling kinda guilty nw . after trying to encourage others to study .

im nt studying nw . zzz

and guess my weekends will be over in no time as both days are taken .

ohwell . gonna have fun i guess .

having 2 lesser days to really build up on my foundation


gtg peeps ! cyas !



found you .

2:24am 8thAUG

Yay ! WRTORAL over at last !

ohwell .

that means :

exams soon

national day ?
.

looking forward to kbox treated by joel peh ! . hahahas



classroom matters getting from bad to worst .

lets just hope the tide doesn't sweep away everything .



i'm defeated by WY !

1:38am 5thAUG

woots !

had a great dota game after so long . lol

the SKs combo brought that idiot ivan godlike .

LOL


bt gt thrashed in the end la . zz

an eye for an eye i guess -.-

obviously ours were smaller -.-




had quite a number of tests today .

c'mon leonard . dun come out unhappily each time after a paper -.-

no time for frowning .

but only prepare for the next one . ((:


alright . im in love with burgers !


girls with small eyes (: are cute

1:46am 4thAUG

ohwell . OP and other tests are giving me headaches -.-

zzz . spent a day in MAC to do my OP stuffs .

wasn't very fruitful i guess .


ohyea . my sis birthday as well . hahas


happy birthday !((:




be it just a small msn convo started by you

i'm happy enough .

though it seems i dun stand a chance -.-


ohwell

2:02am 3rdAUG

ohwell . had an average day on fri .

celebrated cheng's birthday in pastamania (: . hahas

though its kinda late .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENG !

hahas . had pastamania for the first time

guess it'll be better if the pastas we spaghetti -.-



alright . and so saturday was relaxing .

bball-ed at my own area with some old friends after so long

a great chance to catch up with some of them as well . hahas .


ohyea . had a funny dream before i woke up for bball on sat as well . hahas

guess its a sign trying to tell me that i've made a wrong choice a few years ago .

ohwell , too bad



coming soon :

PAYDAY ! (guess its only 2 digits -.- )

OP -.-

NATIONAL DAY ! (reminds me of my OP)

EXAMS ~



being single sucks ,sometimes .

seriously