3:25am 30thMar

feeling sick nw -.-


unknowingly, a quarter of 2010 passed, lols .

and knowingly myself, i had not accomplish anything yet, lols .


its alright, i'm only looking forward to Wed night (:



everything will change,

2:37am 25thMar

seriously dunno how to make this post seem right,

or maybe i should say, i dunno how to make this post seems i'm alright.


its ok, i found 2 new pals today.

they're called 'I' and 'myself' .


just came back from somewhere again.

seriously, i need a drink, alone.



me, myself and I

3:21am 24thMar

ohwell, normal days will carry on until the day supp paper results are out.


been chatting around msn and looking over facebook,



and the conclusion for the day is, i really wanna go the fucking museum, damn.


for once i think museum can be a cool place to hang out, lols


play hard to get by, should i play?

4:08am 22ndMarch

had a very funny nightmare last night, lols .

yup, funny nightmare -.-


the moment i forced myself out of it, i woke up and started smiling to myself, lols .



ok, sounds fucking dumb, anyway the real nightmare will come in around 5hours time .


somehow i got the feeling, i'll get screwed again.



can i know everything, seriously.

3:10am 21stMar

ohwell,

sometimes i wonder what am i doing nowadays .


everything seems so wrong, but what's really wrong?

time to off my tv and start sleeping (:



if this is life, then i surrender .

3:23am 16thMar

4days of pure torture has finally ended, lols .


and i guess i deserve some good rest (: not some stupid remedials , damn!


best day

2:54am 10thMarch

will be a busy week.

and also disappointing ones next week .

this holiday will be screwed from next week onwards, niceone .


when life is screwed, making and waiting for decisions just screw it deeper.

if only time stopped the moment i was born, lols


can a monk smoke?

3:35am 9thMar

ohwell.

spent a nice day out today.

and found a good place to slack, anyway i'm tired -.-



bye !

don't know what i want

4:02am 8thMar

damn, 2nd week of March alr.


ohwell, another pretty wasted weekend.

as expected, things don't go my way again.

doesn't matters anymore already.


god-damnit.




understand myself? or something else first?

3:43am 7thMar

ohwell.

spent a pretty lame weekend doing nothing.

tmr should be the same alr , lols .


disappointments are so uncommon to me nowadays,

to the extent, when one appears, it really affects me .


maybe its a good thing that children cries all the time, though i seriously hate it.

cos when they reach a point of time, even when they're upset, they can't cry.


this is the world people !

4:30am 5thMar

ohwell.



i wonder why making choices can be so troublesome,

and i seriously dunno wads a right and wads a wrong choice.


think i should start meditating at home sometimes.


i wanna go barrage!