1:07am 1stMay

alright , its May alr -.-

4months past 2oo9 .

fast ehs ?. lol


alright , i left my laptop charger at the chalet -.-

thus i'm using my bro's com to post .

i seriously wonder how he use the keyboard , when almost all the keys lost their marking .


alright , for an instance , i felt like sharing with everyone an uber emo blog i just visited ,

but since its nothing pleasant , i shall not describe it .

and that proves business ppl , are wierdos .

at least for a small handful amount that i know ? .

alright , perhaps its time to end (:

this set of keyboard is a torture .




the ultimate.

2:28am 30thApril

alright , a very wrong time to blog cos i'm either supposed to be sleeping

or probably waiting for Manu and Arsenal's clash -.-


but i seriously feel like sleeping nw , just that those behind me are disturbing my sleep , very badly .


alright , maybe i shud wait for the match then . lols .




what is this?

2:07am 29thApr

alright , received a sms from singtel today .

it means another round of hunting .


and so , had a pretty long and tired day i guess ?.

10-6 . and so i fell asleep at ard 8plus ?.

and woke up 12am on the dot , zz .

probably i'd have the energy to watch the first half of Barcelona and Chelsea's clash .

or maybe the entire match ?.


alright , tmr's another long day .

and probably a bbq after that -.-

maybe i shouldn't think far ahead sometimes , it somehow kills me deep 'inside' .




why is it like this ?.

12:02am 28thApril

alright , looks like i had a long day today .

finally bought a pair of cheap school shoe -.-

so that i can attend those bloody labs that requires me to wear shoe everyday , for fear that the computor CRT monitor drops on my feet , or i'll get electricuted by some dangling wires -.-

fuck sia , need to wear school shoes cos its the cheapest of all -.-

nvm , i shall forgive that idiot who came up with shoes in lab .

i'll just hope that , i won't find myself looking strange in it .


alright , spent all of my money away today on books and some other activities , lol .


tmr will be another long day , persevere then .




i feel the shine , but not for long .

1:43am 27thApril

ohwell .

borrowed 3comics from the NLB today , and i hope it'll entertain me abit (:


alright , almost hit $40 when arsenal stopped at 2-0 .

if i wished it was 3-0 -.-

nvm, this is all luck .


and i guess tmr till friday will be very bad .

i've got no shoes yet .

and i hope my mother leaves the $20 on the table for me to buy notes tmr .



alright , time for a break .




the chance , the luck .

1:20am 26thApril

god damnit .

i wonder wads wrong with my luck today ,

i bet liverpool 3-0 , it came out 3-1 .

i bet man utd 2-0 , first half the result 0-2 .

i shud start tearing away those losing tickets now -.-


fuck sia , why cannot even let me win one , lols .

i'm heavily in debt due to the fucking hp bills which amount up to $250 .

i need to buy those fucking books and notes for Jap and all those crap which sum up to an estimated value of near $50 .

and i still owe my colleague $100 -.-

if i'm adding up the $70 insurance , the amount seems abit incredible for a poly student -.-


and when ppl mention , 'your pay haven't out meh?' .

i get that 500% sian-sation , seriously .

aiyo forget it la , i can't even afford a fucking shoe for those labs now .

and when i start to think abt it , it all boils down to one thing .

and i shall leave a clue to what it is as the ending note .

oja .




a stick kills someone in the long run , but somehow it kills me now .

1:49am 25thApril

alright , so soon , its the end of april again -.-


alright , chionged from 12-12 tonight , thus i'm fucking tired now -.-

thinking of those money for next week , its another hell of a torture rack .

its time i smoke lesser and pray next month's pay , will help tide over some crisis .


maybe i should try something that was mentioned to me last night , lols .




i owe someone too much .