3:27am 14thOct

ohwell . another passed .

and almost 1/2 of October gone ,

and soon it'll be 25thOct . lols


i can't say i'm excited about that freindly match , cos its with those pinoys -.-

somehow my ball shrinks after facing those china-ass ytd, and of cos when i think of facing those pinoys .

cos so far in bball , i've avoided all dirty tricks .

and for once ytd , i tried to tank some .

and yea , i get the feeling of it alr -.-

and prolly those pinoys will be much -.- worse .


but i know i will get over it , one way or another (: i hope


anyway i doubt i'll be facing them for long laa (: i'll be spending time on the bench more often .

cos im pretty sure i'm not well-prepared enough for them ,



and yup , work was kinda boring actually , but somehow it ended like a daily , or rather weekly routine .

and still suffering from those terrible backaches .

anyway , after tmr .

i'll just take some breaks before the next hell training starts -.-

at least it'll be hell for me la .


ohwell .



i dun feel right , thus i feel left