3:04am 1stOct

lols , exactly 1 month ago , i was blogging at this time also , wad coincidence .


ok , got affected by that dajiejie's lameness -.-


and so , rotted at home again .



guess when im not working , i feel like staying at home more , despite the noises and whatsoever .


and yea , enjoyed talking craps with that dajiejie . lols

an efficient way to kill time (:


lols , guess its time for me to watch HotShots . haha


happy hari raya peeps !


lols , u very difficult to jio hor -.-

3:53am 30thSep

alright . dajiejie failed . felt kinda sad for her lor -.-


yup , received a sms today .

telling me not to report for work for this week .

well , guess its time i leave my workplace ?


sians . rotted at home agn for the whole day .



thus , nothing much to add now in my post -.-


hope that zhihao will somehow get out of this deep shit soon -.-



i wanna bball !


alright , somehow i continued this post agn , as i realised i was rushing to someone's blog and didn't really gave my post a full-stop , so did she

somehow my mood was slightly affected , and i dunno why . hahahas


terrible bodyaches are stopping me from all those normal activities .


perhaps i got nothing much to add also -.-



ohwell , ?


could it be you?

2:25am 29thSep

ohwell . rested at home after 1day of training (:


which means , i failed to report for work .



i guess that manager of mine must be fucking pissed .

cos there wasn't even a single reply out of the 2 sms i sent .

good luck to me ehs -.-



alright . and so , sat at home and started rotting like usual .

hopefully i can go practice some orthodox layups tmr -.-

and kick that spinning habit of mine . i'm very sure if the coach see's that spinning from me , ohwell .

yup , i'm very stubborn in this , once i'm forced to kick the habit , it will come back soon , so long as i'm not trained under proper basketball . lol


sian la !

i need a bball i guess ?



perhaps i need to sleep earlier -.-


and yea ,

realised some things about myself during this holiday just by talking to that dajiejie . hahas

somehow it leads to many many questions in my head .


perhaps its been that long i'm trying to do something from the bottom of my heart .

or ?. ohwell , I don't know .




for you , by me (:

12:29am 28thSep

there goes the last weekend of this month (:

and ,

went for the first training today ,

if its heaven for just nw . i will be awaiting for hell i guess -.-


and im bound to get scoldings like always again . hahahas

i was nv a smart or fast learner .

and i will piss whoever who tries to teach me things . lol


and yea . learned one or two things that i've nv realise before all the while when im bballing .


and thus (: i shud go back next week to face the hell (:


wads there to fear when i've faced the scary-ious monsters in bball ?

hahahahahas , im talking like im some dumbass who went thru all sorts of hell before .


and anyway , one thing good and bad about me is .

i can and will accept scoldings -


ohwell ~

aiya , sian lo .

now i have alot of decisions to make again .

i think soon my hair will go grey -.-

im thinking far too ahead .

and it kills my braincells



how i wish there will be someone there to assure me , the choices i made will do me well .. how i wish



what doesn't kill you will only make you stronger .

1:02am 27thSep

ohwell . a day passed .


$70 flew away unknowingly .



what else can i add on ?

and yea , camped at home the whole day -.-


dota-ed

slept

eat

teevee

dota again -.-


this is what we call no life .

and i wonder why ppl doing those MLM just enjoy calling me and shortlisting me into their interview list -.-

when i not even slightly interested in it



sians . i want to go bball !


i want something new

3:23am 26thSep

alright (:

a great day passed , cos its the beginning of my 2days break (:


and now ,

im very very keen to play for that bball team .

mood-swing i guess ? .


alright , maybe 1 more day for consideration (:


but well , if i do join -

many things to worry about again , lol



and so . saved my $20 and joel's $50 today -.-

cos that great friend of mine transferred 50cents instead of $50 to my bank account . lol


ohwell . nothing much to add already huh ? .

lols




i want that passion'

3:26am 25thSep

lols .

watched 2episodes of HotShot alr (:



quite dumb la . lols

but a good way to kill time .


sians . resorted to borrow money from joel for that dumb $70 .


grr .



ohwell , a fine day at work .

scalded myself quite a few times while working at the fryer machine . lols

it just wakes me up -.-


and yep , i shall be a smarter kind of person to not work on this weekend (:

other than sunday , when there's no one to work -.-


nothing much to blog abt my dumb job also i guess .

dumb scenarios all the time .


guess the chances of me leaving that dumb job is very low nw .

cos i can't really be bothered to find one . -.-


unless they terminate me la . i got nothing to say but rejoice over it (:



ohwell , gtg i guess -.- meeting that insurer at 11.30 tmr -.-



soon i'll be left with $1 again

3:40am 24thSep

alright .

had a day off .


and so . spent half an afternoon ard far east (: .


super bored la .

and so chatted with some interesting ppl that came to sit around me . lol


perhaps, i shud be more open to friends ?


sians .

gotta start borrowing money agn .

$70 for that dumb prudential thing . wtf -.-


and yea . gtg i guess . pretty late -.-



fate

2:40am 23rdSep

ohwell .

school starting in a month's time (:


sians , the crossroads are getting more and more obvious to me as time goes .

now :


55%i will quit that darn job

10% on joining the bball thingy

25% i will get a new job

10% i will stay on . zz



due to this indecisive mind of WY .

ohwell -.-



and yup , another off day tmr .

another lonely day by myself again i guess (:


sian la .


how i wish :


i can go watch a movie with someone !

i can accompany a girlfriend to go shop around like some loving couple .




sian la . hated working in the dining area lor .

see SOOO~ many loving couples around .

and many things start to enter my mind .


happy memories i guess ?




sigh ~

no point brooding over it since its gone so long alr right ?

lols.




i need a compananion -

2:41am 22ndSep

ohwell . a week more to the end of september (:


and yea . 2 more months to a new year i guess .

and im still finding someone to go watch the fireworks with me (:


sian lo .

rotted at home agn today -.-

somehow staying at home with my psp can somehow kill time (:



can't be bothered with the crossroads anymore .

i'll just take wadever that comes and fight wadever as i go (:

been a long time since i had a proper dinner with my family .

guess i did accomplish something even though i stayed home the whole day ?. lol




and also ,

there's some that tried to tell me what's good for me .

i appreciate it . but i believe i still know what is got future and no future .


zz . i-diots


alright . time to go take a rest .

while i need to chiong for one last week . zz



hope i get a free set of newspaper tmr

and so i can start browsing classified ads (:




i know & i believe

2:35am 21stSep

ohwell . another passed (: peacefully ?



argh , fucking pissed at work .

i'm gonna quit that darn job soon .

ppl kana OT pay $10plus , my OT pay $6 ? .

ppl promote to senior staff -.- when i work longer than them .

managers got lousy organising qualities , and i often starve myself with anger (:


this job is getting worse for sure .

alright , probably after some thinking , i might consider quitting before the next payout (:



sian la . i lazy to adapt another environment lor .


ok , my indecisive mind is playing me agn (:



ohwell , offday tmr finally -.-

hiya !

how i hope someone can make all the right decisions for me -.-

sians , so many crossroads appearing in front of me .



however , if someone decides a route for me , i might not wanna take it willingly -.- and if i choose my own route , i fear facing failure .


ok . wad a joke .


yea , if u all realised i've been feeling very sian nowadays

all these confusions were the 'likely' causes (:


and here , i shall give a big THANKEW ! to all that tried to guide me (:

however it seems that everyone and myself , each has different kind of thinkings .

sian la !

i'm damn scared of making a choice lor , cos out of 10choices i make

usually 9 of them are wrong choices .


i guess thats when people approach jesus or buddha or wadsoever ? . right ?


or some will say 'follow your heart' ,


lols . win liao lor .



ok la . so now :


a ) quit this darn job

b ) stay for the sake of some nice colleagues

c ) go learn how to cook noodles (:

d ) bball !

e ) request for a better pay - not possible .

wad else ? .



ohwell -.-



i need to trust a person ,

whom i believe can guide me the right way


or perhaps the 'right way don't actually exist ? .

who knows ? .

2:48am 20thSep

ohwell .

spent a day at home (:

and so ,rejected everyone who asked me out .

feeling kinda sick -.-

which i dunno why ..

however my psp somehow cured me . lols


anyway .

completed:

house cleaning for my hamsters ! ((:




well , although i wanted to make it a day for me to think thru many things .

obviously i failed to do it .

like wad that dajiejie said , im not firm enuf . lol


sian la !

if this is part and parcel of one's life , then indeed life sucks .



alright , we shall look onto the brighter side of life everyone (:

lols , when i think about this it makes moi go ROFLLMAOLOL .


sians . another day of working . -.-

are holidays really something good ?



accept the fate , face the reality



sometimes when it comes to saying , its as easy as 123

when it comes to doing , its like gaussian elimination -.-

1:44am 19thSep

sians .

just got reminded by someone about the bball thing .

sian la !

how to play for that team ?.

i need to work !

i need to go those tiring trainings !

which one ? ~


if i keep my job ,

probably there goes the chance for me to improve more in bball !


if i join that team ,

i will have a very low income -.-

and of cos a risk in getting another elbow injury ,

which probably will take forever to heal -.-




keeping the job will make me a realistic person .

joining the team will probably fulfill my dream .

of joining a bball team (: at least i tried ? .




hiya . shall give myself some more time la .

although the training starts this sat -.-

but since i couldn't contact my friend . ohwell .


anyway tmr off day mah (:


hiya !

tons of things to do as well .

zz . reminds me of a dumb trip back to primary school today -.-


no comments on that -.- seriously


alright ,

today's work made me so sian that .

i felt like leaving . seriously


the managerial abilities of those people nowadays really CMI .

maybe soon i shud be less helpful and more selfish .



hiya . no comments la .

the more i think , the more choices i have to make -.-


alright ! , cyas peeps (:




i hope someone can guide me ,

if not just let me stay as a kid forever (:


factsheet !

the general happiness of a person will start falling from its peak at the average age of 7

3:03am 18thSep

ohwell . there goes another day -.-



and yep , got tortured by work due to not having much rest -.-


sians .

was like sleeping all the while till someone made me jump even after a short rest in the toilet -.-

i guess she woke me up (:

and soon , some bunch of horrible colleagues arrived , thus im like a deadman working -.-

no comments for the things i elaborated on top .



sian la . still considering about that bball team thing .

1 day i feel like going .

another day i don't -.-

aiya dunno la ~


ohwell ,

had a chat with some dajiejie just nw . lols

talk to her quite entertaining ehs .

leave it to fate then . hahas (:



alright , gtg work agn tmr

no comments .

zz



i want to go , nawt

like real .


ok lame .

12:53am 17thSep

lols . unknowingly , 1/2 the month had passed (:

and yep ,

celebrated angeline's birthday @ Sentosa (:

gave her that not-so-appealing present of mine (:

and not forgetting a slice of CHEESE sponsored by GAYBOY (:



and yea . lucky angeline huh ?.

i didn't even make anything for my gf before lor . i think ?

and yea . a day ended with some game of captains ball .

for once i think captains ball is not lame .

perhaps it somehow tested some reflexes ?.



and so . all went separate ways soon after dinner (:

and people start asking me strange things -.-


nvm (:



had a small chat with people today ,

and realised , perhaps things haven't change .

maybe it did , but a small one i guess ?



still wondering if i should go for the team's training . many factors to consider about man , zz



suggestions please people ?. if you happen to read the bold-ed sentence (:


so how ?

2:25am 15thSep

woots !

mid-autumn week ((:


ohwell . had an average day at work i guess .



sians .

and yea . saw that fag angmoh that screw-ed me .

as i was working in that darn kitchen

i made sure his bread was chaotah enough .

so that he won't make a scene again .

was kinda agaitated again that i wanted to spit on that darn burger .

but so . its often not my style to do such stuffs (:

and so , i treated him to some pickles and chilli strip sauce .

and from what i can see .

he was enjoying that burger .

i hope he's doing fine nw (:

i hope


yea . knew of a friend from ytd in friendster (:

we take the same bus almost everyday .

and we're from the same primary school .

and i dun recognise her at all -.-



lols . like what some classmates of mine have been telling me .

maybe i shud stop sleeping all the time . lols


and yep , still suffering from the GreatDepression .

it ain't getting better . for sure .


ohwell .

a headache for much more things up ahead ,

the nearest one , this coming tues -.-


wish me luck (:



sians . how ?

2:44am 14thSep

ohwell .

gonna start working in hours time . zz

guess i will find some excuse to leave early .

i wanna get some hamster's stuffs .



spent my afternoon at khatib on friday (: , a must-mention thing

had fun bballing with my colleagues .

woots !

damn good la to bball with tall people . (:

and quite a huge amount of chiobus . muahahahas

hope can go there soon . again (:

and yep , went amk for pool today .

sadly , full house -.-

went arcade looklook agn . hahas !

and yea. went home pretty early . no money =x


and so . walked around my area .

and went past that mrt .

saw that woman who promoted the policy thing to me . lols

somehow i think she's attractive . lol

as usual , i didn't look at her for too long , even though she said ' hi ' . lols

dao sia .zz


alright . nothing much to blog about i guess ?.

other than the fact that since EPL started , i had not won any bets -.-

LMAO



the more attractive you are ,

the more i won't look at you

2:48am 12thSep

ohwell .

a very tiring day i guess .

got fucked by some filipino that works in the main office within 5mins in store .


I'm damn tempted to like get another job la ~

and somehow i guess sunday would be a very boring one . since that AM will be on shift after 3pm .

sian sia .

need to face that idiot , directly or indirectly , i dunno yet .



sibei sian .

visited far east awhile in the afternoon to do some store-to-store delivery .

and yea. the cab fare is like $12plus ? from PS to far east .

lol

damn paiseh la . i got like $10 only ?.

and so . borrowed $2plus from far east . lol



ohwell . continues that darn losing spree in dota ,

i got no comments for that -.-





sians .

3:04am 11thSep

lols .

around 5or6 years ago ?.

this day . World Trade Center in NewYork was attacked by 2 hijacked planes . (:

ok . a good reminder to many that were still young kids like i was back then




alright . missed gym session today .

overslept -.-

and yea . dota-ed all the way to evening .

and went for a haircut . zz

not as good though -.- sians


and yea. visited bugis again .

no chiobus -.- but hit 800 for the first time in that bball machine . hahas


came back and dota-ed awhile more .

i wonder what caused my hot-temperament .

probably the losing spree -.- I'm a sore loser (:


ohya . results out today .

sibei sian . GPA 3.1 ONLY !

waliew ~

and ppl start telling me not bad alr . even when they get like 3.3 ?. or even 3.8 for rafi's case ,

zz


alright .

i shall try my best to enjoy work .

i shall make this holiday a fun one .

i shall start finding my partner soon so that someone will watch the fireworks with me EOY !

ohwell .




screw-ed-up

3:17am 10thSep

ohwell .

a better day i guess (:

but kinda stressed up at work for a new 2nd day .


if i had seen wandi's message at my tagboard earlier , it might have totally changed my mood . hahahas .

anyway . that manager went to other store today .

so , felt better i guess .

hopefully i won't see him even on thurs and sunday (:

but since he's the fucking assistant manager . ohwell .


yupyup . as i said . a better day , at work (:

i left the stall @ 8 on the dot to throw some stuffs.

in case all craps happen again .


so left at 8.30 (:


and so . wandered around my area to see if my friends are around .

wanted to get some stuffs too .



luckily . met a few pals , and had to borrow money again -.-


ohwell .

off day tmr . probably for gym ?

and so . gtg soon i guess .


thanks wankidal (:



theGreatDepression

2:14am 9thSep

ohwell .

had a veryX5 bad day .

ran out of luck i guess .

so . this was how it went :

diarrhoea since morning .

realised i got no money to actually buy stuffs for myself .

got arranged to work in the kitchen .

met a new fucking dumb manager . we both gave each other bad impression .

got fucked by one angmoh customer . and being scolded 'stupid' after so long .

and the fucking dumb manager gave me a very dumb solution to the fucking angmoh's prob .

even MRT gates had to go against me .

and for once i was like thinking . will i fall to death ltr ?

without fail , one motorbike went past me super fast . so i scolded 'fuckyou' to the lady at the hindseat . and they stopped immediately . zz

nothing happened though .

next it started storming out of a sudden and i nearly fell to death .



what a good start to a new week . (:


if i'm not wrong its around this period last year when i dislocated my elbow -.-

ohwell ~


yea . first thing first ,

that fucking dumb manager .

just when i'm trying to enjoy myself in the kitchen .

he had to spoil it for me by telling me all those fucking things i can or cannot do in the stall .

so , we tried giving each other some face . for him by not asking me to do those stupid things a staff shud do . and for me to not just shout at him and screwup all his orders .


and next . that fucking angmoh that wanted a uber dumb request .

for once i think angmohs are fucking dumb .

was that angry for the first time i actually wanted to throw the cap at him and gave him to middle fingers.

somehow i didn't and just smile at him .

i knew the fact that customers are always right , and also the fact that i loved my job .

so i apologised , and i guess he assumed that i'm pleading him not to complain this case to my manager . so he told me . ' i had already told you i want the bread to be ... , ur going to be done for this time '

ohwell . it pissed me off so i chased that fucking manager to ask him whats the fucking problem .

and that dumb solution he showed me , put that fucking bun into that screwedup charbroiler 2times so that it seems grilled.
FUCKYOU . a charbroiler will always be a charbroiler and not a griller,not even if it goes thri that broiler 2 times .dumbfart .

and so . within 5 mins , i left that fucking stall with a very fuckedup mood .


and so . i thought of quitting that dumb job .

everyone i knew left , 2 managers which are retarded usually ?

yea . so decided to give myself 1 week to think over.

cos there are still things like understanding colleagues and chiobus that can make me stay .


enough ranting i guess .

now i know why are restaurant managers earning very little . even though they are managers.



ohwell , i guess this streak will continue for days .

so . wish me luck (: .



if someone will just listen to me ...

1:31am 8thSep

lols . and now craping with ZH .

yea so . spent a short night at bugis .

finally able to compensate the loss i suffered a week ago when i was at cine . (:

happy sia . so many chiobus today . LOL


yeayea .

how i wish i get to see such great things everyday in school

however, since school holidays won't end so soon . ohwell (:


sians , and now im suffering the Great Depression again .

so i guess the events that are going to be held any sooner by my next payday .

im so gonna miss it or get screw-ed -.-


so . gotta start work tmr (:


and yea . gtg i guess



someday ?

1:34am 7thSep

alright . lost 2 games and walk-ed over 1 .

ohwell .


i've got no comments .

everyone did their part .

just some miscommunications .


and yea . somehow i was friendly enough to go talk to some of my opponents and other ballers playing the open cat .



and yea . pretty fun i guess .

1 thing i will need to do now . look for a consistent team .

and maybe one that i will have time to be with ? .

ohwell .


I MUST GET TO THE 2nd ROUND THE VERY NEXT TIME !

sian diao lo . sometimes i just dun understand why .

i can't be that lousy what ?!


yea . perhaps like what i always tell my friend : sometimes things just don't have a reason .



ohwell *shrugs*


sunburn-ED

1:57am 6thSep

lols .

spent a day dota-ing and hanged around at town .


yea . so couldn't find the court .

and i guess im gonna get so screwed in hours to come .


ARGH !

nvm . shall go sleep now .

cyas peeps !



siaoliao !

2:52am 5thSep

ohwell . made some changes to my blog .

except for the 'links' , gotta find out all updates bloglinks soon (:


ohwell . spent an afternoon in school (:

bballing !

yea . the team's chemistry sucks .

gotta use strategic ways i guess .


sians .

guess i have to make a visit to the scape park tmr .



hopefully my form will come back on that day itself ? .


thats all for now i guess .




need and wants

2:32am 4thSEP

ohwell .

stayed at home whole day . due to the rain again -.-


sians ~

tmr my last chance .

so . dota-ed and psp-ed the whole day . lols

how fruitful -.-


and yea . hasn't really recovered from the flu .


guess we're so gonna get thrashed on sat .



and yea ! managed to call that person and changed the jersey sizes . at last !

however the next thing will be the compeitition itself .

shit . the more i think about it the more troubled i am .



zzz laa ~

this time round no crowd support liao .

no gf and none of my friends going . zz


again . howhowhow ?

2:19am 3rdSep

ohwell .

had fun for the past few days .

with the old outlawz . hahas .


and yea . Kbox session today .

went to find saiful after that at far east .

damn sad la. now i'm the oldest staff in PS .

and from what he told me .

very likely i'm the next guy to get sent off -.-

ohwell

but that might not happen , as im pretty useless ((:

and somehow my relation with the manager is kinda good .

at least she bothers to smile at me ?




yea .

the next thing i'm worrying abt is .

3on3 , Sat .

the jersey sizes is one problem .

the court is another .

guess i'll make a trip down to scape park on friday .



Most importantly , my form la ~

there's no way i can improve my accuracy within 2days la . lol




hiya , howhowhow ?