ohwell . another passed (: peacefully ?
argh , fucking pissed at work .
i'm gonna quit that darn job soon .
ppl kana OT pay $10plus , my OT pay $6 ? .
ppl promote to senior staff -.- when i work longer than them .
managers got lousy organising qualities , and i often starve myself with anger (:
this job is getting worse for sure .
alright , probably after some thinking , i might consider quitting before the next payout (:
sian la . i lazy to adapt another environment lor .
ok , my indecisive mind is playing me agn (:
ohwell , offday tmr finally -.-
hiya !
how i hope someone can make all the right decisions for me -.-
sians , so many crossroads appearing in front of me .
however , if someone decides a route for me , i might not wanna take it willingly -.- and if i choose my own route , i fear facing failure .
ok . wad a joke .
yea , if u all realised i've been feeling very sian nowadays
all these confusions were the 'likely' causes (:
and here , i shall give a big THANKEW ! to all that tried to guide me (:
however it seems that everyone and myself , each has different kind of thinkings .
sian la !
i'm damn scared of making a choice lor , cos out of 10choices i make
usually 9 of them are wrong choices .
i guess thats when people approach jesus or buddha or wadsoever ? . right ?
or some will say 'follow your heart' ,
lols . win liao lor .
ok la . so now :
a ) quit this darn job
b ) stay for the sake of some nice colleagues
c ) go learn how to cook noodles (:
d ) bball !
e ) request for a better pay - not possible .
wad else ? .
ohwell -.-
i need to trust a person ,
whom i believe can guide me the right way
or perhaps the 'right way don't actually exist ? .
who knows ? .
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