lols , didn't blogged for days .
and so yea , the past few days had been some hateful one .
mainly due to some particular reasons that lies with a particular person la .
and nw , i'm trying to think why didn't i blog on thurs , but somehow i can't rmb , so forget it then -.-
went to some dumb bazaar that seriously turns me off .
perhaps , i can't have a girlfriends that goes shopping all the time , and very particular abt brands . zz
somehow , i managed to know more about others and maybe a lil more about myself thru certain incidents that involves 3 and affect over 10 .
some should get it .
its pretty dumb la , it actually lets me finish around 20 __g_ in 2 different days .
so , finally a physical workout for me today at training .
the attendance sucked , but well , i'm being tortured .
and i still believe , whatever that dun kills me , will only make me stronger (:
out of random-ness , i would like to give myself some space to start my little criticism about this new things i face in life .
especially since November comes
why must , everyone , or maybe some , put on a false front .
acting like as if its nothing , but tries to keep their cool and still ask .
why do stuffs , thats against people's will ?
why must , everything be so fake .?
i'd rather , every ugly things be shown to me , than seeing those ugly things with my own eyes , and seeing them at places i dun expect things like that to exist .
'what purpose or motive are u having in ur mind ?' , 'what are you going to do next ?'
these are probably what everyone's thinking .
at least for my case , its true .
and now i wonder , if there's such a need for things like this .
time changes things , and things changes over time .
its 2 different things .
i just hope , i'll not be forced to classify the things that i see now , as backstabbing .
and i miss you la ! . i'll talk to you asap k ?. hahas (:
uber-random
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