ohwell . wasted a day at the airport . doing only 1 maths question .
and i knew that will all happen !
zzz . why did i go there and waste my day ! WHY ?!
nvm la . at least made some new friends from the other class and visited the redlight districts with them .(i shall not mention their names)
its damn exciting la .
the gambling dens , stalls selling porn dvds and also imported 'po-po-keh' . LOL
and yea. realised the 'eyecandy' i spotted the other day was actually attached . awww~
wanted to like asked for her msn and start talking to her la -.-
to think that im lucky to spot her friendster profile .
sian la ~
ohwell .
and i'm starting to realise .
its damn difficult to be my normal self la nowadays .
since i stepped into poly .
i decided to somehow used a fake identity .
and only showed some of the 'real ones' .
as it seems like there's nt many ppl around me that can accept the personality or character i have in me .
and seriously . its damn tiring .
people starts to think differently of me when they realised some facts about me .
so what if im the only crow in a group of pigeons ?.
when the group used to think of me being of their kind ?.
till the day i decided to admit im actually a 'crow' .
sometimes .
ohwell . enuf ranting for the day .
i shall work doubly hard tmr .
not just for the coming exams .
maybe letting more people accept me .
sometimes , im really thankful that there's actually a group of friends that accepts my shortcomings .
probably we had the same shortcomings la ?
but those are what i really can call friends . seriously
cyas peeps . too much ranting for today XD
sigh ~
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